Muzic

2009-03-13T01:24:00.001+08:00

anyone still visits ? if u want me to update i will if not , then i'll delete this crap. :)

2009-02-18T02:32:00.002+08:00

Sorry everyone . Her family found out about our relationship and i had to lock this shit up . Thank you for your kind understanding. I'd love to have it up. but we'll just wait and see what happens.

I just pray that our relationship doesnt come to an end.
Its way tooo sudden.
I can't do it. My love for her is too strong.
I can't bear it.

Save me..

2009-02-15T19:48:00.003+08:00

My gorgeous Valentine ! :D

Hahaha. cute candid.

:)

:))

( i suck in this thing but i just tried my best , hope you liked it. heh. )

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY DEAR ! :)

You took my life and made it complete
with your sweet love and all you give.
My heart smiles everyday because of you.
To me you are a dream come true.

My life was sad, so dark and blue;
today it's not, all thanks to you.
I love you more than words can say.
With you I'll be until the end.

You've grown so deep since we first met.
I found in you the perfect woman.
The love we share is pure and true.
To have met you is a dream come true.

Each day goes by and our love grows and grows;
how deep and strong, we'd never know.
Years from now we'll still be here
with this lasting love, untainted and clear.

I'm yours forever, until the end of time.
I hope one day I be your hubby.
Then our dream would be complete
and we'd be ready to raise a family.

When we're together time moves so fast;
I wish I had the power to make it last.
But one sweet day time will stand still
and we'll share this love we truly feel.

Someone like you it's hard to find.
Your love I treasure, it's a gift of life.
I'll pray tonight and thank the Lord
for who you are, the love I adore.

The lyrics which i wrote & sang for you. :)

i love you alot.

2009-02-04T19:08:00.003+08:00

i get now .

" Too Hot To Handle " .

samll things giving me great heartaches.
i feel that im being more of a nuisance/irritance more than a boyfriend.

i'm too fucked up to say anything else right now.

all i know is i love her alot.
let me admit, im scared to lose her.
every other guy seems to be hitting on her just cos they look better than me or thinks that
white beats black.
fuck em. fuck em. fuck em.

I’d like to say “I’m sorry”,
For the bad words I’ve said.
For the bad things I did.
For the heartaches I’ve made.
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done
I want you to know you’re the only one
The girl I think about night and day
There are so many things I have to say
If nothing ever comes to mind
I’ll still care for you all of time

2009-01-30T00:50:00.002+08:00

Poster for the gig is out ! Please do come down to support the bands ! tix @ 91443884 or lights.out.ink@gmail.com . thank you !

2 words to summarise the day.
Fucked up.

2009-01-23T20:15:00.002+08:00

Hmm , currently working on my 2nd gig . its called REBELLION . there'd be about 17 bands for Metal and Rock category. prolly holding it at a pub at selegie road. woo. gonna be awesome. hmm , recently , what i deed ? school schoool. stress stresss . study study. fuckin 3S. exams coming at feb. and i have to start studying for final sem exams. after that officially Poly 2nd year ! hah.

Went out with honey on wednesday , met her at school and had burger king for lunch ! then went down to my place and studied abit. abit oniii. after that met the rest to study. study study.

FM09 is addictive.

Im getting my Zen X-Fi this weekend !

_|_

fuckin' bored.

cross my heart and hope to die !

i bought a new mouse ! wooo. its working perfectly and i like it.
fuck the touchpad now !

I love what im doing.
I love what i have.
I love my girlfriend.
I love my class.
I love my family.
I love my band.
I love the people who've been with me all these while both in school and at hometown.
Vineeth,Ganesh,Teddy,Zhaoliang --> the people who get the word boredom from my fuckin life.
but they're all busy now. =x hahha .

2009-01-17T12:53:00.003+08:00

CHEER UP HONEY !

everything would be fine as time goes by.
& i'll always love you !

much xoxo :)

-Vera P.

2009-01-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

ZAGANOTH LOGO. nice nice ??

WOOO. leg's tired... Met honey just now ! fetched her from school and off to cathay ! bought 2 tix for Hannah Montana 3D thing that honey wanted to watch. fuckin 10 bucks. erm , lets not talk about the movie. its not even a fuckin movie. its just some TOUR VIDEO . fuckin waste my cash. fuck ffuck fuck. okay anyway , honey ate pasta. after the movie , i ate burger king. and then we started walking to her house from Plaza sing. yessss. we succeeeded. fuckin 2 hours . wooo. chatted alot. have been meeting honey alot ! lovehermissherlovehermissher. :):)

What else to say. oh ya. i've done my very first original . i wrote the lyrics and did the song myself. just need band members to fill in with their instrument. very proud of myself. heh. its called Racist's Chastisement . lyrics below. not the first set i wrote but the more successful one i guess. comment on it. its feel with hell lotsa hatred in the eyes. :)

ZAGANOTH - RACIST'S CHASTISEMENT

with my skin nowhere near bright
racists start to be on sight
living with darkness from head to my knees
fighting for freedom , for love and for peace .

the hate that i breed
the revenge that i seek
the blood that i bleed
had gone far too deep

i pray for a day
where the sword's in my hands !
where law's out of my way .
i'll take my revenge !

i'll do you good , i'll let you live
Do as i say , i'd let you leave
bring me the blood of the carnivore
or i warn you , you'll bleed more !

death is what i wish for you
slit your throat before i do
for forgiveness shall not come
and mercy will not be on you !

you pray but to no avail
for god was never on your side
you beg for your life for once
but we'd love to see you die

written by : Jaarvis . Copyright ZAGANOTH.

yeah . well . school has been normal. successful presentations. but money is flying everywhere. i dont know whats happening. but gonna get them back this saturday. i need to save alot of cash man. really alot. okay . i dont know wat else to say for now.

Zaganoth is performing at Music Garage this saturday. Please do come down to support us. 91443884 for details and tix. Thank you ! :)

now time for pictures !

there's alot alot more. but , a few would tell u how the rest would be like .:)

2009-01-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

ASK ME WHY I LOVE YOU.
ASK ME WHY I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU.

It’s everything you do I’ll never forget
It’s the way you kiss me so passionate
It’s the way you hold my hand so tight
And the I love you’s, I hear each night.

It’s the beauty I see in your angel eyes
Your hugs that comfort me when I cry
It’s how you always fulfill my dreams
And it’s the way you have rescued me.

It’s when you gave love a chance, and
Opened up your heart to true romance
It’s a love so ever wonderful we share
To your beauty a rose cannot compare.

It’s your love, that’s my hearts destiny
Your everything love is destined to be
Your simply everything in love I need
It’s only you, I’ll forever love tenderly.

From your dearest love ,
Jaarvis . (:(:

2009-01-06T14:15:00.003+08:00

HELLO,VERA HERE !
FIRST TIME POSTING SOMETHING IN HONEY'S BLOG !
I'M GONNA MAKE IT A NICE ONE :D
Hmm,it's been so long since he last updated his blog with pictures !
So,i'm gonna update his blog with pictures ! Nice and cute pictures !

AWESOME AND CUTE RIGHT !
ME LIKE,ME LOVE !
Looks gay,but it's still nice!

Wait,there's a nicer picture !
A lovelier one!

TADAAAAAAAAAAAA !
SEDUCTIVE ENOUGH !

HAHAHA,honey's gonna kill me.
Kay kay,enough of crapping in his blog !

I LOVE YOU HONEY :D
(no more sad sad post k!)

2009-01-03T02:08:00.002+08:00

happy new year everyone !

i got nothing to say right now.
well , i got drunk .

yeah. gig's tml and alot of problems now.

2008-12-26T01:16:00.002+08:00

Im very happy with everything now.
Everything's good especially when honey's finally back.
still have alot of shits to improve in.

i wan a camera phone lah.
i still havent change.
this fuckin blog is getting so boring without pics.
went out with darling on tuesday .
had so much fun . wheee.
got so much pics to post. but all with her.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
blohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

Merry christmas everyone ! :)

2008-12-20T02:25:00.002+08:00

What does it mean when a guy feels weird and uneasy about small stuffs that a girl does wrong?
What does it mean when a guy feels bad for doing somethin a girl doesnt want him to do ?
What does it mean when a guy feels like scolding the girl he loves for smth she did that hurt him?
What does it mean when a guy feels sad when a girl does somethin that a guy doesnt like ?
What does it mean when a guy feels happy when a girl says ' i love you ' to him ?
What does it mean when a guy feels depressed when he get sacrifised ?
What does it mean when a guy feels secured when a girl's close to noone but him ?
What does it mean when a guy feels jealous when a girl chooses another guy instead ?

What does it mean ?
Does it mean he loves her ?
In this world , everything is about the males.
Anything that goes wrong in a relationship , the males get the blame.
Is it because they never went through it ?

Why does the wrong guy always deserve more trust than the right guy.
Why is it that a girl wont change her mindset after learning through experience.
Why is it that a girl would rather look at image rather than the heart.
Why is it that a girl complains after being dumped when she asked for it.
Why is it that a girl seems fuckin unhappy when she's with an ugly boyfriend.

fuck lahhh.
questions without answers.

just random bullshit . don't bother trying to figure out what i mean.
its just fuckin bullshit . i just haven got enough happiness in life .

2008-12-15T14:02:00.003+08:00

The days havent been so good recently.
Why is it that you always end up saying sorry for telling the truth ?
And when i fake my way through , i save troubles and apologies.
maybe lies are the hidden truth ?
is just that lies brings about more problems,troubles. fuck .

or am i just thinking too much.

Cigs and booze have been keeping me awake.
making me feel what's life is all about.
making me regret not doing or doing certain stuffs.
making me think straight.
life's never perfect. but fuck it ,
there's no such thing as perfect life.
so life's perfect. just how we look at it.

have been ditching my family
going out late at night , coming back next day to sleep.
and once awake , leaving my house yet again.
now , ive decided to be a homeboy for quite sometime.
let them feel that im still with them .
though ive not been doing what they want me to do.

i cant believe im so stressed out even during the holidays.
many shits occupy my mind.
i need someone to talk to.
to be more specific , i need a hug.
okay , i miss you honey.

sorry is all i can say.
thats what you tell me , and maybe , others.
but isnt sorry all you can say too ?
think about it...
but fuck it. i dont give a shit about it .
i just need you right now.

what am i to do now ? its 2 13pm and im just lazing around at home , yet to do anything.
fuckin lifeless.
the more i go out ,
the more i get my hands on booze and cigs.
i'd rather stay at home.
but staying at home , makes me fat.
cos all i do is eat and sit , eat and sleep.

Metalfest this friday .
Zaganoth would be doing 5 songs.

Dark Funeral - Arrival of Satan's Empire
In Flames - Episode 666
Carcass - Polarized
At The Gates - Blinded By Fear
(as for the last song , its either we play our original or )
Kreator - Violent Revolution

and if there's more time....

Amon Amarth - Death in Fire
Arch Enemy - Burning Angel

i cant wait to do Dark Funeral on friday.
the gig is somethin that means alot to us.
and we're gonna perform brutal shits.
jamming everyday from tuesday to friday.
Hail Zaganoth.

December 22nd to Zouk.
im still in a dilemma.
should i go or not to go ?
i want to . but i dont think im allowed to.
but i thought i was allowed to.
so ive made alot of plans and arragements.
and now i dont think i can go.
gahh.. i'll just follow my heart.
see how it goes.

well , i think i've written enough.
i feeel slightly better. gonna go for a run .
adios.

2008-12-07T05:05:00.001+08:00

Just wondering how it would be
to gaze upon your deep, brown eyes so truely
will it have that same brilliant spark,
sending shivering sensations in my heart.

Just wondering how it would be
to kiss your soft and tempting lips so passionately...
will you kiss me back and tell me honestly
that you don't ever want to part with me.

Just wondering how it would be
to have your arms hugging me so tightly
will you assure me my dearest love,
that no harm would ever befall upon me.

Just wondering how it would be
to caress your sweet and smiling face,
will you gaze and tell me my beloved
that i have filled up your heart's empty space...

Just wondering how it would be
to make love with you so intensely
will you come to the peak of heaven with me
and would want no other to share it with but only me...

Just wondering dear...Just wondering..

2008-12-03T02:21:00.003+08:00

EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS.
STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS.
FOR NOW !

fuckfuckfuckfuck.
girlfriend, where're you !

when you're gone , i realise many things.
more than i could ever imagine.
i hope this time , it'd change.
or i'd be living my life alone.

2008-11-28T09:55:00.002+08:00

Helllo. in class now. fuckin bored. everyone went for lunch. im rotting here. woooo.
i'm missing honey ! i dont know what to type. Happy Birthday Waileong ! it was a good MEGA dinner last night . hahah. well , im currently switched to studying mood. doing some side projects in the music scene. stressed up cos of exams. cigs and beer , cigars and liquor. i need em all . woo.
anyway, my band currently has 3 gigs coming up where the one on 19th december , METALFEST , is the most important one. after exams , gonna work on originals and stuffs.

Lights Out INC.
presents
OVERDRIVE !

FIRST BAND STARTS ROCKIN' AT 530PM FOR BOTH DAYS !

10th Jan - Night of Rockstars !
1.Limelights Of The Past
2.THYNQ
3.Topsy Kretts
4.TnT
5.Good Friday
6.PDA
7.Whats Our Name Again
8.Diorama
9.Last Chronicles
10.Numburst
11.Shadow of Heart

17th January - Metalheads UNITE!
1.The Sudden Attack
2.Heidon
3.False Pause
4.Dyeth
5.Roadkill
6.Ikilledkenny!
7.Zaganoth
8.Shadows Of Miasma
9.Apostacy
10.Dying With Mary Jane
11.Iridium

Its gonna be awesome. this one is on the 17th of Jan.

and i'm missing my honey so much.

2008-11-21T11:53:00.003+08:00

sorry for not updating :) have been busy with girlfriend and band.
heh.

GIG TODAY !
530pm meetup at Bugis MRT .

Curtain Calls !

ahh. somehow. im damn nervous, stressed and shits.
i needa beer.
fuck.

i'd like to thank everyone for supporting Zaganoth. :)
we've got patches now , and tees coming our way.
for those who'd like our band tee,
please give me your orders.

91443884 or oilybackside@hotmail.com(msn)
or email me at jaarvis@gmail.com

Price of the tee will depend on the number of orders. :)
maybe 10 bucks or slightly more. no more than 12. yeah. thank you !
its cotton material btw. yeah.

2008-11-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

You rain life
you shine love
you lift me high
as the sky above.

I float in your arms
we brush lips
your kisses burn
my heart skips.

Your eyes hold me
in a lovers' gaze
my heart you've captured
I'm in a daze.

To slumber in your love
so tender and true
makes life so wonderful
shiny and new.

You are the angel
that holds my heart
I pray nightly
that we never part.

So please always love me
inside and out
be true and honest
leave no room for doubt.

For you are the one
I'll love my life long
your love's my music
your smile my song.

So think of me
with each breath
for I'll always love you
from 14 months ago ..till death.

FROM ME TO YOUU ! :)

-Jaarvis.

2008-11-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

hello everyone. im just here to blog as usual . went on a date with babygirl last friday . it was as usual , awesome ! took alot of pictures. but my charger is spoilt and my laptop cant be used for now. so im sorry i cant upload them. but its on her blog ! :) after friday , things changed and i wasnt feeling very good. the days fuckin' sucked indeed. mainly cause i'm paranoid. very paranoid .

For now , i'm doing good . with the help of poly class peeps like fauzy,faidi,weiwen,slimy.
and of course , Vera Putri Mardjuki (:

went for soccer at kallang cage just now. after match , we talk quite alot.
and the match was fuckin fun. and the peeps are fuckin nice and fun group of people.
yes, im fuckin' happy to be in this classs.

to whoever it may concern, if you're tryin to break us up , keep tryin sick son of a bitch.

and to you , i know ive been quite an asshole these few days.
but there's always a reason to it.
and i know you know it too.
but its all over.
we both know our mistakes.
we both corrected it.
lets start afresh and continue walking on the path to success.
may our love lead us to somewhere we wish to be .
i love you , dearly.

2008-11-02T23:38:00.005+08:00

aight people , good news is here. the gig poster for the gig at Music Garage on 21st November is out.we're the 4th band on the line up . playing at about 730. Tickets are going at 8 bucks. limited left. or you can get them at 10 bucks at the door. thank you ! appreciate everyone for coming down.

You always make me feel

that this love is real

You're on my mind

every second that past by

I need you know that

I'm so in love

with you

The way you look

into my eyes

Tells me that you love me

for who I am

The way you just sit there

and carefully listen to

whatever it is I'm saying

makes me feel so good

To actually know that

I have someone by my side

that will take their

time and listen

I had never had that

from a girl before

Baby, I know this love

will grow

You're the one that makes

me feel this way!!!

2008-10-27T02:11:00.002+08:00

chelsea lost at stamford bridge after 4 and a half years , 86 games , unbeaten.
a record. Liverpool stopped us from going further.
argh. its fuckin sad.
somethings has gotta end someday. didnt know it was today.
was anxiously watching to see liverpool being beaten. but everythin proved me wrong.
injury crisis , lack of confidence. damn.

but whatever it is , honey was there for me ! ;)
heh. like as always.
somehow i still cant get over the loss.

well , the past few days have been darn boring ,
other than thursday when i went jamming with Zaganoth,
and we went for photo-taking after that .
fuckin rain denied us from taking at alleys. damn.
so we took some random shots.
mainly unique ones and a few typical ones.
yeah. kum wai had fun taking photos for us. hah.
seeing the band happy makes me feel a lil pinch of success.
i can't wait to gig and rock the stage.
i can't wait to see the metalheads moshing to what we play.
i can't wait to see people crowd surfing while we're rocking the stage.
fuck yeahhh \m/
cant wait to get the pics. will post them up soon.

i love my girlfriend. alot.
and will always love her.
cos she's the only one who fuckin' rock my world.

2008-10-21T01:09:00.009+08:00

BACK FROM SEC 4 07 Chalet.
it was fuckin hell awesome. just the drinking session wasnt what i expected it to be.
but nevertheless , everyone enjoyed themselves. fantastic.
heh.

AND PLEASE INFORM ME IF YOU'RE GOING FOR MY GIG.
THE DATE OF THE GIG AT MUSIC GARAGE HAS BE MOVED BACK TO 21ST NOVEMBER!
SO WE'RE PERFORMING 2 DAYS STRAIGHT.
21ST AND 22ND.

21st November , Music garage , bugis , 6pm - 9 pm . tix at 8 bucks each !
(my band slot at 730pm )
so far ,

1.Hari
2.Danyel
3.Zhaoliang
4.Faris
5.Kumwai
6.Phelan
7.Waileong
8.Zaki
9. Danyel
10. Yingpin
11. Annirudh
12. Vineeth

22nd November , Arts House , Padang , 12pm -1030pm . (my band slot at 830pm)
tix at 12 bucks each !
so far,

1.Hari
2.Danyel
3.Zhaoliang
4.Faris
5.Kumwai
6.Phelan
7.Waileong
8.Nareyn
9. Faiz
10. Fairuz
11. Danyel
12. Yingpin
13. Annirudh
14. Khaiwoon

well these ones are confirmed.
i've got a few who said yes but yet to double confirm with me .
so i'm not gonna write the names here.

And please inform me fast.
TAG ME OKAY ! if u wanna get the tix!
gotta ask for more tickets to give you guys.
thank you very much for supporting my band.

you guys play a big part in making these gigs a successful one.
just step forward and MOSH ! :D

rock on you all.
i love you guys .

www.myspace.com/zaganoth
www.myspace.com/jaarvision

sms - 91443884
email - jaarvis@gmail.com
msn - oilybackside@hotmail.com

2008-10-13T23:15:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY !

I'm proud to announce , my band are now ready to go on stage !
I'm currently very excited about our debut .

We would be performing at Music Garage on 14th November .
Tickets are going at 8 dollars.
5 bands on the lineup .
we're the third band which is at 730 pm.

Our next gig will be over at Chamber , Arts House at ROCKON!
Tickets at 12 dollars.
lotsa bands playing for this one i guess.
Timing is from Early afternoon till night !
Its gonna be awesome .

ive never played in such a great place before.
so its gonna be a great start for me .

Zaganoth is the band's name.
We play Melodic Death/Black Metal .
with influences of Doom Metal as our vocalist is a fan of Doom.
Working on originals. Just have to match them and perfect them .
feel free to add me and add us at
www.myspace.com/zaganoth
www.myspace.com/jaarvision

and for now ,

i would like to thank SOFT for the kick ass members i got from this lovely forum which kickstarted my journey to be on stage as a metalhead !

love to thank YOUNG CREW who would always be there for me no matter what .
whether to bring me up to reach my dream or to bring me away from dangers .
love you guys man. you guys kick ass.

love to thank 4E for being there for me too. even though you dont listen to the genre im playing and u still wish to see me perform. u guys kick great ass man .thanks alot guys. 4E for life. thats what we say .

i would like to thank the 2 gig organisers for their time and effort .

i just hope it would be a great start for Zaganoth. \m/

Keeping metal alive.
Jaarvis.
Zaganoth.

\m/

2008-10-11T02:25:00.003+08:00

Band Logo .
Heart in the air..
Over at Keppel bay.
Kissing the shadows..

A wallpaper design.

Came back from chalet yesterday.
skates chalet was fuckin boring during the afternoons and mornings.
but it was fuckin fun at night and early early morning.
cos i usually hang out with the smokers and the drinkers at that period .hah.
yeah . got totally wasted and drunk the second night. vomitted 6 times.
they told me i drank alot and stuffs. dont really rmbr anythin . hahaha.

FUCKIN FUN 2nd night that was.
yeah.

other than that ,

ZAGANOTH , my band , would be performing at the Chamber , Arts House , on the 22nd November . Tix at 12 bucks. please come down to support the newly formed Melodic Death/Black Metal Band.

www.myspace.com/zaganoth
www.myspace.com/jaarvision

add us up too.

watched ' Burn after reading ' today.
crap movie. dont understand any shit.
but was funny here and there.
but seriously, i dont understand any shit about the story line.
ah well.

my brother's fuckin selfish.
hasnt repaired my phone yet.
he got his phone using my voucher.
and then forgot about me.
motherfucker.
its been almost 5 months.

no phone , no pictures.
no fun .

school's starting on monday .
sad cos hols are ending.
happy cos boredom's ending.

and i feel so lazy to sleep.

2008-09-30T03:56:00.002+08:00

Hari Raya's coming !
havent been fasting regularly.
i know i know. im guilty.
cant wait for wednesday .
so much to do .
heh.

Metalheads were born for a reason.

And Honey , HAPPY THIRTEENTH ! :D
more to come!
i loveyouu !

2008-09-26T02:23:00.002+08:00

AH-MAH-CHEEAAMMM !

back after shopping !
met aziz and kumwai at penin . aziz sent his jeans for alter.
and then shahril came . then i bought a shirt , T-Shirt , Berms and Belt.
a set uh. total about 70 bucks. kinda worth.
was kinda satisfied i guess. yeah . shahril got a tee.
kumwai didnt get anything at first.
then we went over to beach road.
met jingkai there. kumwai bought an army bag.
i bought a pair of slippers. forgot the brand.
i know the brand is kinda well know.
ahh.

then we went back to penin. met phelan there.
and then go back to the same shop again .
and then kumwai bought 100+ worth of stuffs.
phelan bought berms.
Jingkai too.

after that went to funan , kumwai treated us dinner at pasta.
cos his birthday in a few days.
damn nice guy aint he.
hahaha.

AH FUCK LAH .
HOW FUCKIN BORING CAN MY FUCKIN POST GET.
NOTHING SPEAKS AS MUCH AS PICTURES . BITCH.
FUCK. MY PHONE ! I NEED A PHONE!
even i sleep when i read my post.
fuckin cheebye.
sorry to all regular customers.

guess i'd be closing down this hopeless blog very soon .

2008-09-21T01:50:00.002+08:00

ahh. im still using my fuckin budget phone. my brother is delaying the repairing of his phone that he's gonna pass to me. it has been about 3-4 months since i was robbed. damn. so cos of that , not really alot of pics. gotta depend on honey's cam or some other cams. fuck uh. and im still rotting at home recently. no school . i wanna go out but dont know go out whereeeee. ahh. damn. but when i go out , i enjoy my ass off uh. currently, honey's having her o's pretty much soon. so we go out less often nowadays. everyone's having exams.

woo. liverpool draw with stoke. omg. 30 shots and 6 on goals. 76% possession all the way .
still no goals. omg man. they must go target practice.

arsenal broke bolton's hopes damn fast man. 2 mins. 2 goals. from 1-0 to bolton . to 1-2 to arsenal.
nice game.

AND TML'S BIG MATCH.
CHELSEA VS MANCHESTER UNITED.
9pm kick off at stamford bridge.
i'll be goin to alps cafe to watch with the other chelsea fans.

jus came back from jamming and penin and esplanade. some problems there.
ahh. done done done with it.
fuckin boring. waste time.

ahh. i think i shall post some pics
of honey bunny and me . heh. :) and some random ones.

gorgeous from the side.

beautiful from the front
miss those curls
NDP ! ha
missing those curls again .
honey's sweet sixteenth partayyy
Cable carrrr ! :D
Jaarvis : KISS !
Vera : hahaha. i shy lahh !
3108. her birthday. our first year anniversary .
i love youuu .

I remember the last time I saw that sparkle in your eye - when I realized there was a beautiful angel by my side.

love love love love love love love love love love
love love love love love love love love love
love love love love love love love love
love love love love love love love
love love love love love love
love love love love love
love love love love
love love love
love love
love hasnt got a meaning without you. :)

2008-09-10T01:14:00.003+08:00

wah. long time since i blogged. addicted to FM 08 and forgot alot of stuffs to do online already.

anyway , suddenly , i feel like jamming.
goin crazy.
gettin drunk.
moshing.
ahhh. fuck.

i wish i can sleep .
fuckin flu is fuckin irritating.
fasting period somemore.

BANG YOUR HEADDDDD !

ahhh. Quiet Riot... Rhandy Rhoads.
i wan that Jackson man.

fuckin random post.
wtf am i talking .
still finding for job.
fuckin cheebye job.
nowhere to be found.

jack - ' have you watched Death Race ? '
jill - ' yeah ! '
jack - ' how did you find it ? '
jill - ' in the cinema lah. '
jack - ' !!!#@$#@%@$$!!!'

Ramos - ' Bring the ball Defoe bring the ball ! '
Defoe - ' OKAY SIR ! '
Ramos - ' YOU'RE JUST INFRONT OF THE NET ! TAKE A SHOT ! '
Defoe - ' OKAY SIR ! '
*shoots*
*the ball flies nowhere near the goal*
Ramos - ' FUCK YOU LAH. GO WEAR SPECTACLES BEFORE YOU SHOOT LAH! NOOB'
Defoe - ' which brand good ah ? '

Fuck you if you think its cool being an anti-christ.
And Fuck you if you think metalcore is metal.
grr.ahh.bambam bigalow.

HONEY! :D
all the best for prelims.

okay.thats the only good thing i can say in this post.

nabei cheeeeeebye bastard fucking bangla.
i wanna rock.
rock n roll aint noise pollution.
rock you like a hurricane.
hurricane.

ahh .
i'm off.

2008-09-01T01:11:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY
AND
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRLL ! :D

its kinda sweet when you think about it . cos our anni falls on your birthday .
hahaha.
I LOVE YOU ! we've been through alot.
and i'd like to thankk noone but you !
for holding on to me for so long .
though i can be an asshole at times.
a year has passed.
and i believe there's more to come . ha.

hope you enjoyed this special day !
Happy Sweet Sixteen Love ! :)

I still see you as in long ago
With all your love and gentle soul
You fought for things that you believed
Your dreams were there to still achieve

I felt as though my journey done
My heart cried out you were the one
You saved me from my own demise
The moment I saw your beautiful eyes

I melted when you took my hand
That’s when our life together began
I never thought I’d be so blessed
To never wonder or second guess

I’ve known right from the very start
That you would always protect my heart
So in your hands I place my life
And thank you for letting me be your life

2008-08-24T01:28:00.003+08:00

wooo. just came back from esplanade ! Fireworks Festival ! brought honey there as a surprise. with phelan and his girlfriend. ha. had fun there. walk walk through the fuckin ant nests . so fuckin crowded. ate dinner at LJS at Central and headed home !

to look into your eyes is to look into the eyes of an angel.

to be held by you is a gift.

you have , you have the hands of god.

"Scolari takes his team to Wigan this weekend looking for a second win of the Premier League season and also to stay ahead of Manchester United, who play on Monday.

Scolari admits the opening-day performance against Portsmouth was a relief.

'I was afraid for this game,' said Scolari. 'After 30 minutes we scored two goals and I was more relaxed.

'I think in my opinion we are not better than Arsenal, because they won and had three points. We are not better than Liverpool because they also won.

'We need now to win again, against Wigan, and maybe Arsenal or Liverpool draw or lose - then we are in the best position.

'Now we are better (than Manchester United), today, but on Sunday maybe not. In the final we want to arrive in front of all the other teams and be better.' "

SEE THAT !? Man united , Arsenal , Liverpool fans , HE'S WARNING YOU .

and chelsea fans , this is why we should love Scolari.

and Robinho is on the verge of coming over. :D

i just cant wait.

AND MY FUCKIN 7 WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS HAVE OFFICIALLY BEGUN !

AND AND AND

THE DRINK SESSION AT SENTOSA'S TWIN TOWERS WITH KUMWAI,VINEETH,WAILEONG AND PHELAN WAS FUCKIN AWESOME. ;)

2008-08-20T00:49:00.003+08:00

woah. stress. EXAM WEEK.
i jus finished my fuckin fucked up fuckin maths paper.
and i fuckin cocked it up.
NO TIME. yeah . fuck.
and everything was so fuckin complicated.
i panicked. im not sure why . but hopefully , i could grab that pass.
fuckin afraid.

honey have been supporting me alot (:
i love youu !
thank you for all your good luck wishes !
and i hope mine was of great help !
yours was. hahah.

a small something for you (:

-------------------------------------
One of those girls in school whom you can count on if silence is the language..
Because she is so quiet in one area but have that smile whenever the need arises.
At first you would think that she is an "angel" that nothing can move her from her "autistic world", yet only to find out that she is one of those "energetic & crazy girl" if conversation already crops up...
and the rose of all darks is that she's still an angel.
she will never stop from asking until the question is given an answer or at least the conviction is already reached..
a single day is not good enough to totally decribe her..
she is one of those who can make your circle "complete".
she is someone whom you can talk to & lean on..
she is someone whom you can stare in the eye and smile from night till dawn .
this girl is someone who will make your day complete.
and this girl is you.
=)
i love you , only you.
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TML IS PEEE PAPERRRR
( principles of electrical and electronic engineering )
and im kinda confident in this .
i hope it'll be good . ahhhh !
after this shit is done , im gonna fuckin screw my own ass and
drink my ass off and enjoy life like ive never did before.
and SP is providing 6 weeks for me to do that.
woooooo.

2008-08-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

AHHHH. i haven been blogging for awhile and now i dont know where to start from . okay. lets see. last friday i had my first formal presentation . where i had to fuckin wear formal shits to school . ive never worn that formal ever before. even for grad night. i wouldnt call it formal at all. ahh. yeah. so i wore em and went to school and made a kickass presentation . made the lecturers and peers laugh. haha. yeah . next day was National Day. Happy 43rd National Day Sing-cha-bor. its been 43 years since the fuckin japanese left our hometown. woooo. to think about it , my great grandfather was executed by the japanese during the World War II. hope he's doing alright now up there. andd yeahhh. i met the group at tiong's TimeZone. Hari's birthday. young crew was there. met up with em. comments on my hairstyle came up. alot of em. who cares. my hair is longer than yours. oh . and straighter. and softer. and it makes u shoot cum and leak . hahaha yeah . so after that went over to Jam at stonejamz. where we had a greattt time . met honey after that and we booozed off to the stadium at Esplanade for NDP ! my dad had 4 tix. and i took 2 of em . ha. yeah. fuckin fuckin fuckin crowded when we were on our way there. wahhhh. then i thought we were late. die die . i got so relieved when they gave us the goodie bag and pointed us the directions. hahah. yeah. so after that we got seated and enjoyed the show despite the slight drizzle ! ha.ohhhh the Black Knights were superb. their pilot skills were amazing. and not forgeting the awesome Fireworks. wooohooo. sexayyy. didnt go school today. vineeth , dillon , jiesheng, zhaoliang , waileong came over to my place to get on books. we played cards and all that . studied abit though . ha. tml i dont think im going school . depends on my mood. nothing to do there also. boredddd. oh and i went to sentosa with honey too ! we took the monorail thing there and then found a spot and swam ! ha. then talk talk talk talk. ate instant noodles for breakfast ! bad thing that it rained. but nahhh. it was fun ! :D ha. i love you babyy. went home very very late. ha. aight. time for pics. enjoy the show.

oh and i formed a Melodic Death / Black Metal band !
Zaganoth is the name . \m/ .
currently covered songs from Arch Enemy and Sentenced.
moving on to Amon Amarth .
Behemoth , Dark Funeral.
i cant wait to gig.

i dont know why but i jus felt like uploading this pic. we all were so drunk . hahha. fuckin fun night it was.
NDP opening !
Black Knights.
Marikita.....................

very nice lightings.
this one was touchingg.. cooool.

sexyy

hahahha.

EMOOOOOO sux.

omg ! light on my hand ! FLOATING !
cold cold cold cold. ..
lalala
CUTE !
FUCKIN CUTE ! they were at sentosa. maybe goin swimming also.
hahahah. my presentation.
OI WHAT TO SAY AH !
this is how i do it.
my groooop.
ha.
Faidi. Jaarvis. Laimi.
hahahahaha.
alamak. lighting spoiler lahh.
NDP again . hahaha. i lazy sort out ahhhh.
FREE VIP PASS :D
Her !
ME ME ME !

I know you would be with me for long .
Your heartbeat plays my favourite song.

2008-08-07T01:15:00.002+08:00

i fuckin hate myself.
you get me ?

2008-08-03T01:27:00.002+08:00

Happy Eleventh Darling ! :D

yes yes ! eleventh month on 31st July 2008 .
wasnt able to blog till now im taking the chance to .
sorry for the belated post . haha.
yay ! month number 11 . favourite number !
DROGBA ! hahahah.
our jerseys ya ?
we've fought obstacles and came this far !
and we can continue till the end of time.
its whether we want to or not !

i believe we can soar .
i love you forever more.

okay ! here i go . last thursday , honey came to fetch me from school . how sweet . ate lunch . met ganesh and his girlfriend in school . and then we went off to jurong point to catch MUMMY . but sadly , was sold out . then we went down to chinese garden cuz the japanese garden closes early . and talked alot till about 9 plus where we then headed down to tiong bahru to have dinner at MOS burgerrr . and then finally making our way back home. it looks simple. but it was worth . :D i love you honey !
went to jam with rahimi for the first time on friday . fuck , a hell fuckin good guitarist and fuckin crazy double pedal-er. respect ! i chose to go on rhythm guitar to go crazy on stage and rahimi's on the leads now ! wooohoo. hari and faris jammed with us while we played Arch enemy and Cradle of filth . after that went over to funan to have dinner and then to padang to lepak. that very day i had to shit thrice. wonder wad was wrong. ahhaha . and from pandang headed home.
SATURDAY ! woke up at 12++ . went down to somerset skatepark and met phelan and all the other skatepeeps there. skated till about 630 . managed to drop in the big ramps. woohooo. yeah. gotta catch up alot. but for now , studies studies ! ha. jus came back from a national day dinner not long ago . and now im fuckin full and im lazy to sleeep. ahhhhhhhh.

MY FUCKEN PHONE IS KILLIN' ME.
ITS SO FUCKIN USELESS.
I NEED A SPARE PHONE!!!
ANY KIND SOULS WHO HAVE GOOOOD SPARE PHONES.
MY BROTHER IS TAKING TOO LONG TO REPAIR HIS PHONE TO PASS IT TO MEEE.
damn this shit.

2008-07-29T01:13:00.002+08:00

jamming last saturday and drinking session was awesome !
but not the part where we had to pay 30 bucks for the cracked symbal.
it was so small luh. fuck luh .
but wdv it is . we enjoyed ourselves. and then on sunday i went to rebond !
hahhaha. fuckin straight and smoooove right naw. ha.
its funny but you gotta adapt to it.
todays match ! Singapore Vs Brazil .
fuckinn fun . managed to see ALOT of stars.
ronaldinho was the best there. including Jo , Diego , Pato and fuckin Anderson.
enjoyed myself !

i cant really type much cos im really bothered and deeply saddened by some things happened on the same day.

i was rotting alone while it was moving.
thinking and thinking .
being proud of the bright blue top i was in ,
being happy about the bright lights i was going to see at the field.
and then suddenly feeling a tap like somethin jus fell down on my shoulders.
turned to see my angel but no , i wasnt called upon by her.
do you love me ?
welcomed her with a great big smile.
and blood rushed through to the cheeks of mine.
and there , it was empty beside me .
and no , it wasnt her heart that sat beside .
rather , it was the force of her followers.
do you love me ?
and no , she never said a word.
no , she never smiled.
till i uttered em .
were you feeling embarrassed to be with me .
do you love me ?
her followers mummbled more.
i couldnt stop but to think of why she is doing this to me.
i could feel my tears forcing out .
i could feel my lips being pulled downwards.
are you my crush ?
or are you my girlfriend ?
and again , do you love me ?
it came to a halt , you turned away and walked down those steps ,
i was patient and came down later .
yet i turned up in front of your eyes ,
walking the street alone in front of your eyes .
i turned to look and you were busy laughing.
do you love me ?
on the way , i felt another tap .
this time , i was fuckin hoping that it was gonna be you.
and not again . . .
do you love me ?
you made me seem like nothing in front of your followers.
like you werent proud , and embarrassed being with me.
you coulda told me off.
and seriously ,
do you still love me ?

2008-07-21T01:20:00.002+08:00

woooohooooooo.
FUN FUN FUN. now is the beginning of a new weeek , and last week was awesome !
tuesday was the day where i got my fuckin precious Chelsea Jersey.
Long sleeved ORIGINAL . 100 bucks . and im fuckin proud to wear it. i gave the money away with a wide smile on my face and the cashier thought i was fuckin crazy. hahaha .
many ppl said i was crazy . my mum was shocked at the price.
and my dad was like , thats alot for jus a 't-shirt' . but only i know how much it means to me.
yeah. so the first time i wore it was on the following day ! where my classmates wore em too.
kinda had a fun rivalry in class. Real madrid , Man united , Liverpool , Arsenal and the great Chelsea. and fuck yeah , i got fuckin 100 marks for my programming test right again .
i dont know how. seriously. dont ask me. ppl study and i play . maybe read through for 15 mins.
i told baby i had to study , but in the end jus spent all the time with her and spent just 15 mins on studying and yet results were perfect. maybe she's my goodluck charm . =D hahah.
after school , few peeps stayed back to watch EUROTRIP. fuckin awesome hilarious movie. from then on , every wednesday is movie day already. this week prolly would be american pie. ha.
yeah , after that went to meet honey ! and took some pictures of my precious girlfriend , and my precious new friend. =D

Friday Friday , JAMMING ! 2 hours . alot of ppl came . apparently , dillon's band could only play one song , kiwi's full band wasnt there. so i was like holding on to the guitar throughout. haha. maybe later on i took out but i never left the room . went fuckin crazy in there. neck cramps now. hahha. but it was fuckin worth it. i bet everyone enjoyed emselves. we moshed in the fuckin small space. and ran around. i went crazy over keyboards showing Kiwi how a keyboard is supposed to be played. hahhaa. hell yeahhhhhh. then after that , danyel , yingpin , me , hari , and a few others had some mini heart to heart talk session while drinking and smoking . well , not all puffed. the other group was having some trouble taking care of kiwi cuz she was drunk and she's no different from being possessed. hahaha. and there were some mini sing along session goin on. and iqbal start playing catching with everyone. hahah. yeahh.. after that everyone left.
and then to Saturday !

woke up in the morning for a soccer match. played my ass off .
and then off to city hall for teddy's birthday. drank here and there.
smirnoff green apple flavour. very very very nicely made alcohol . though its jus 37.5% . yeah.
after that went on to youth park for a gig and i jus moshed my ass off. never did i enjoy the songs there cuz all they played was indie. yeah. for Hari i moshed. motherfucker made me spend 5 bucks on taxi. just from penin to youth park is 11 bucks. fuckkkk.
after that back to city hall and for more beeerrrr. hari , yet again , slept in the adelphi's toilet.
and we had to go look for him .and then from there proceeded home !

as for today , i met baby at PS . she had bought the tix for Batman : The Dark Knight . ate pastamania ,bought snacks to smuggle in from carefour. and then watched the movie ! it was nice actually. oh hell , its fuckin long ! 2 hours . fuck fuck. MAYBE MORE ! our movie timing is 5 30. and we came out at around 825 pm. including advertisements. fuckkk. haha. yeah. so after that sent the angel home and sent myself home ! wooo. dad kinda upgraded the toilet. and its like hotel toilet now. got all kinda shower things and new heater ! and all the taps have been changed. wooohooo. cant wait to bathe tml . hahaha. \m/

PICTURES NOW !
and for the jamming pictures , i chose some only. but if you wanna see the entire album , please CLICK HERE !

Chelsea and Girlfriend = Brightened Life ! =D (not forgetting some brutal music ! hahaha )
hmm. i dont know wtf im doing and my pants , it looks as if my little bro is 'excited'.
hhahaha.
baybeee baybeee baybeee.i love you! CHELSEA CHELSEA CHELSEA ! ILOVEYOU TOO!

sharing the moonlight.
this is how a keyboard is to be played. \m/
bunch of motherfuckers going crazy whenever possible.
woooo.
make way make way for some brutal headbanging !!
fear of darkk.. FEAR OF THE DARK ! .
random.
i didnt wanna take a pic of myself doing techno dance so i did some random shit pose while dillon still continuing the wave crap. hahaha.
Mayhem VS Anti-Flag VS Ah-pek.
\m/
fighting crimes trying to save the world , here they come just in time , the pussypuff males.

groooooooooop pic.
BROOOO. OH OH OHHHHHHH !

MOOSHHHH !!
and i go " GOOOORRRRREEEEEE !!! "

2008-07-15T01:16:00.002+08:00

eh yo ! ive been busy for quite some time. going jamming , hanging out with baby or friends. well , recently watched Its A Boy Girl Thing with 4E peeps. the outing was hella fun. met up at cathay , watched movie , laughed like fuckkk and then went to play some lan . hahah. yeah . fun fun. and had a few jamming sessions with danyel,faris,hari,zhaoliang. played alot of songs and fuckin enjoyed myself. there's a playlist ive made with all the recordings from the jamming session. woohooo.
watched Never Back Down with hari,sitidanial,marlyna,zaki and faris at Lido for a pathetic 10 bucks. but it was hell worth it. fuckin nice movie. the main actress is fuckkinnn smokinn' hawt ! yeahh. i always have to write summaries nowadays. lazy to put up the whole story , or maybe those impt times or memorable ones. but for now , i cant think of anyy..

met honey last sat for dinner at great world city. ate at food junction. we actually ended there after getting out of an ant's nest in orchard. so fckin crowded. couldnt even get a cup of milkshake from mosque burger. ^^ yeahhh.
met baby just now, had fun talkin shits. wooo.

im gettin fuckin stressed nowadays in school.
i cant concentrate during lessons. keep playing games.
cuz i got no idea wtf the lady is talking about. my 20% test is this thursday.
and i kinda know nuts. this wednesday , i promise to study my ass off during the remedial
after school . i swear im gonna make this shit right.
thats for Structure Programming.
as for Digital Electronics. fuckin gone case. seriously.
i could only do up to K-Map. and drawing out the circuits with various gates.
thats all. after that, im all blur. fuckkk.
as for PEEE. the new topic on Amplifiers is getting me all so fuckin blurr.
input output input output.
my input is hands and energy.
my output is sperm .
whadda fuckkk man.
so far so good for Engineering Maths.
just the trigo functions part.

i dont know how to cope. seriously.
i'll try reading here and there from ppt slides and txtbooks.
im NOT gonna do forward module.
fuck you.

aight here comes the pics.

Fun times. fuckin fun times.
hahahaha. you see the letter ' H ' ?

now you see the letter 'A' ? hahaha.

Sherlyn ... the 19-year-old girl who looks like she's 16.

SKATES CLARRBBBB
1....2......3 !
hahahahaha.
1..........2.................3............CHA!
HEADBANNGGG !
ate it for lunch .
wow . she's wild .
poik poik.
the hockey stick isnt enough for lunch !
" WHY DO YOU SAY I LOOK LIKE 16 WHEN IM 19 !!! GRRRRR "
WOOOOOOOHHHHHH ! ~
suck my lips
huh ?
lick that pick !
Fuck youuu
HAHAH FALL FALL FALL .
nahh. im not gayyyyy.
eat eat eat only.
Sherlyn again. ha. its her laptop's webcam. so no choice . =D
beanie weenie .
that broken deckk.
cute cute she is !
wow.
" you asshole "
HAWTT !

10th monthh ! =D
the first day baby went to sch with the short hair !
wooooo. shiny teeth , the monkey has !
Sepiaaaahhhh.
malu lahhh

2008-07-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

wooo . school tml at 1 30pm and now i can sleep late ! though im kinda tiredd.
Listening to Sum 41 - Still Waiting. boredd currently . gonna play Football Manager .
using Bolton , won liverpool by a goal just now. damn happy .hahaha.

anywayy , went to school in the morning , finished at 3 .still got lesson from 3 - 4.30 but lazy go uhh. so the few of us went to eat at FC while i was waiting for honey to arrive at dover mrt. once she did , i met her and we took a bus to Plaza Sing. then went over to The Cathay and bought 2 tix for Hancock. bought snacks to smuggle in . the movie , i dont know why ppl say not nice. but i find it kinda nice uh. maybe the ending abit stupid. here and there. but the storyline is nice. overall its nice uhhh.i almost didnt watch it . =x well , for me it was worth my cash . ha. yeah. after movie , walked around PS , and settled down at LJS and had dinnerr. eat eat eat and went to sit at Esplanade Park area. had fun talking craps with babbyyy . went home after thatt.

I LOVE YOUUUUUU ! :D

oh yeah ! last friday , there was a gig over at Arts' House where Hari , Danyel , Faris , Kiwi , Zaki , Ashar and the rest were performing. thought there'd be outsiders there but turned out all gessians. went there on a cab with hari , sitidanial and hari's sis. met kiwi's band at penin and then walked to arts' house . then came a whole lot of gessians .lol. i turned out to be the recorder cum DJ. hahaha. yeah . i recorded the whole gig. the performance was fantastic. there were a few bands. lazy to list down the lineups. hah. but thing to note , i was fuckin touched when was asked to play with em on stage . wahhh. Bro Hymn ! you can feeeeel the energy when the whole fuckin crowd is singing along with you . BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OH OH OHHHHHHH !!!\m/
it was fuckin awesome. serious shit. wooohoo. thanks hari and danyel for giving me a chance to be up with you guys. a small tribute to Defy Factor . \m/ . oh , there were a few ppl moshing too. great. hahah. hell yeahh. after the performance , found out that i knew most of zaki's cousins. hahaha. they came up to me and talked to me . i didnt know em till they reminded me of capoeira. ha. greattt. its a small world afterall. i knew zaki's cousin's friend too ! hahha :D
yeahhhh. after that we ran across the road anyhow. kenna call police. but chabot. then go JAM !
ying pin kept playing with the mike while i was goring around. Farah didnt know wtf we were singing. Hadi jus stared at us waiting for us to play Enter Sandman. hahhaa. fuckin awesome times man . i loved the atmosphere. the heavy distortion guitar and loud drums with GORE ! \m/ . hahaha. fun fun . aight . i'll put up the pics and fuck off. hahaha.

and those who want the recordings from Arts' House , please ask me at MSN .
oilybackside@hotmail.com
thankyou ! Honeyy ~

Sweet Smile !
SAY CHEEEEESE !
Wheee ~ look at her necklace ! its from Hawaii ! =D
Kiss Kiss !

Candid.
aww.. thank you baby !
how sweet.
Faster pose !!!
the first 10 minutes of happiness
HELL YEAHHHHH !
FUCK THE CURLS ! argh. the urge to rebond.
hahaha. we played with the machine then it showed the ' -.- ' sign .
Ziggy Zaggyyyy

2008-07-07T01:33:00.001+08:00

i just tried straightening my hair.
some Wella cream . my sis did it for me.
it looked great at the start.
and then .. the curls coming out again.
im gonna try wearing a beanie when sleeping and see the outcome tml.
hahaha.
i'll post pics once im done transfering . tml got school . mus sleep.
adios !

2008-06-30T00:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TENTH HONEYY !
wahh . time just flies !
it wasnt long since i blogged about our ninth month !
and now its the tenth ! i love youu ! :D

I gaze up at the sky each night
and find the brightest star.
It's always waiting there for me
so close, but yet so far.
The star winks in the evening sky
and reaches out to me.
It magically appears each night
for all the world to see.
I've wished upon this special star
my whole life through, it seems.
I've closed my eyes and made my wish
of hopes, and plans, and dreams.
And then, one day I got my wish
for I finally found you.
You are that someone special
who's made all my dreams and wishes come true.
So now whenever we're apart
I find that same bright star.
It makes me feel so close to you
no matter where you are.

ive never regretted loving you.
cos' without you , i'd probably be not me.
i love you.

Vera Putri is a name of an angel.

2008-06-29T12:16:00.002+08:00

finally im feeling much better and i can type. so decided to blog.
lets see, about friday's Drink & Enjoy Party @ Sentosa. it was fuckin' awesome .
no regrets. wooohoooo. went there , skate , went crazy , ball , then we sit down lepak.
laugh laugh laugh about 4E life . baby , pam and kiwi went back early. so they missed out alot.
well, vinod and friends were there till 10++ so stil ok lah. the part when we played ESCAPE was fuckin fun . seriously. u see ppl running to and fro at the bridge. wahhh. fun fun fun .
and then the drinking period where those drunkards went all crazy in everyway, some emo till like fuck , some happy like fuck. some gone case on the floor lying down all the way . alot of em vomitted . hahahah. eh , i never say im not one of em ah . talk ghost stories sommore. then i went blackout while they still talking talking . i wake up and sun rise already .. and some went home. and all the drunkards still there unconscious. try to get em up. bathe . after that was better luh. MUCH better. everyone was doing good. and then went ta eat lunch at hawker centre. from there go home. wah . see bed , feel so good. sleep till 7pm at night. hahh. powerrr ahhh.
im so fuckin glad everyone had fuckin hell lotsa fun .

oh and thanks everyone for the birthday wishes.
fuckin touched when so many ppl msged me at 12 am .
and thanks alot HONEY :D .
she blogged at 12 am just for me and sms-ed and called.
touched touched. i love youu.
thanks everyone !
well , im having a simple birthday , goin out with baby ,
and jamming with the rest. wooo.
Love you guys .

:)

2008-06-23T18:49:00.004+08:00

just got back from school not long ago. structured programming paper was kinda okay . had a few mistakes there. but can make it uh . hopefully. im fuckin bored and rotting at home now . gonna meet a guy at harbourfront later to get some band stickers.

OK FOR THOSE WHO'RE INTENDING TO ENJOY THE FUCK OUTTA THEMSELVES.
PLEASE ADD ME AT MSN . OILYBACKSIDE@HOTMAIL.COM
THERE'D BE A MINI PARTY AT SENTOSA THIS FRIDAY .
DRINK AND ENJOY UR FUCKIN ASS OFF. !

i know im pathetic.
sorry's the only word i could say.
fuck this shit.
if you wanna lead a better life without me, you may.
if that's gonna make you happy.
and make you feel like you're free.

love me for who i am .
cuz i love you for who you are .
change me to a better man .
cos' our finishing line is not too far.

i'm doing my part to change.
and love you with all my heart.
its for you i'd do so much for.
on the other hand ,
i thought only my dad was like that.
but it turns out......
but no matter what , i'll always love you.
cuz loving you is all i ever need

I'm sittin' on my porch watching the law
As they ride past in their patrol cars
So tell me why I feel like the enemy
They're supposed to be here protectin' me
I might have been too far
Helpin' the contribute to makin' their job hard
Servin' fiends like these people ain't no enemy
I can't believe I'm out here killin' my community
If you knew how far I came
From where I am and where I used to be
Don't want it
You can tell by the look of me
This gangsta life ain't no longer in me

And I'm tired of the running
Tired of the running
Running from the law
Baby you gotta believe me
Said I'm tired of the running
Tired of the running
Tired of the running
Running from the law
Baby ya gotta believe me

I know there's things I could've changed girl
I know there's things I could've done a lot better
Instead I'm in the streets tryin' to make that cheddar
Thinkin' in my mind you gonna be there forever
I know I could've let it all go
Let it all go
But I was thinkin' it would make life better
Instead I'm sitting in this cell writin' this letter
Thought I wouldn't get caught cause I was way too clever
I learned there's no one to catch ya when ya falling
And they'll be no one to hear ya when you're calling
Do you know what it's like to wake up in the morning
While you're starving you're hearing bugs crawlin'
Reminiscing on them days you was walking
With pretty women on your arm
While you're starsick
Thankful that I didn't end up in a coffin
Something you see too often

I'm tired of the running
Tired of the running
Running from the law
Baby you gotta believe me
Said I'm tired of the running
Tired of the running
Tired of the running
Running from the law
Baby ya gotta believe me

2008-06-20T03:10:00.003+08:00

okay i find this fuckin unreasonable and im having a fuckin bad weeek .
my dad jus came back from overseas and i just got screwed for being robbed .-.-
he kinda thinks im an Indian movie star who can beat up 100 people just like that . he told me
" there were 6 of em , u can just beat them up and they'll run away " . and somemore
" i dont wanna buy you expensive phones already la . since they aimed for your phone " .

Tell me please ,
tell me what the fuck is wrong.
Did i plan the robbery.
was i careless ?
what the fuck did i do wrong! ?
FUCK ME !

and he gave me the 'i should never had gave birth to u ' face .
argh . maybe im the most fucked up son u can ever hav.
im sorry that you had to giv birth to me.
its not like i asked for it.

i wonder what's gotten into me.
ive been a fucked up son ,
and a fucked up boyfriend.
and a fucked up friend.
fuck me.

EMO SUCK .
but what happens if you cant control your emotions ?
im not EMO .
emos are pussies.
i just wanna make things right.

Parents are always unreasonable.
i gotta accept the fact.
move on , fuckin move on will ya .

A sorry from me was never enough to balance the sins ive done for you honey .
i dont know what im doing recently . studies are corrupting my mindset.
but nothing , i mean NOTHING is nowhere near you in me .
i still , and i will always love you . i understand the insecureness ur feeling .
maybe ive been a jerk , i just dont want you to lose faith in me .
i'll always be there for you .
I love you .

gladly written in your favourite colour,
Jaarvis.

2008-06-16T02:45:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM SKATES CAMP ! sorry to all cuz i forgot to tell u guys that im goin for camp . well , ITS FUCKIN FUCKIN FUN. seriously. the ppl there really laugh ur balls off. yeah . i had fuckin hell lotsa fun . and now at home , gonna be 3 and i cant fall asleep. gotta start studying later in the afternoon . well , i really dont know what to talk . skateboarding is hell fun man .woohoo. aight aight. i shall do a survey baby wants me to do .

A) People who have been tagged must write their answer on their blog.
B) Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These ppl must state who they tagged and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to the other people. (:

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- No reaction. She prolly woulda left me for a reason .

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?
- Her to be with me forever.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
- Just outstanding , special , and the most memorable moment of my entire fuckin' life.

#4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
- Kinda.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- VERA ! :D

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- As for me , Being loved by someone is more blessed . :)

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- As long as i can .

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Fuck it , move on .

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Not really.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
- Kinda , when im bored especially.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- erm . Working my ass off for Putri ! and Headbanging on stage !

#12. Who are currently the most important person to you?
- Who else ? Susan's youngest , sweetest , cutest and most adorable daughter !

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- An Angel .

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- Married but poor. Always a girl behind a guy's success man .

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- Smile for a brand new day .

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- This depends.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would you pick?
- As time goes by , you'd know who's right and who's not.

#18. What type of friend do you like?
- Positive Characters.

#19. What type of friend do you dislike?
- Negative Characters . INCLUDING racists , ahbengs/ahlians.

Tag : Anyone who feeels fuckin bored like me. and wants to waste time .

2008-06-07T19:10:00.002+08:00

" me and 4 other friends were studying at Bukit Merah MacDonalds where then we decided to use our laptop . me and one of my friends got outside of mac and plugged in our charger and were using it. its not far from the restaurant neither is it near. and around few hours later , we suddenly saw 6 teenagers heading towards us and doing their what i call " Gangster Cat Walk " . and they started distracting me by threatening me as to why i stared at his brothers. And i knew there was somethin wrong as i never see em there. and yeah , one of em took my handphone and ran. then i got a tight blow on my head. of course i retaliated. and tried chasing after the guy with my phone. but i turned around to see 2 of em plugging out my laptop. knowing there's no hope to get back my phhone ,i thought i should at least save my laptop. and yeah , i managed to push em away . okay , this is gonna sound ridiculous but yes , my friend was in a totally shocked mood and he just didnt do anything. everything happened too fast and chaotic. and he was just staring at his Acer Laptop being taken away. it just happened too fast. i feel sorry for him . we gave chase for awhile and lost em as they went in different directions. then i asked my friend to dial 999 and the police acted real fast. i got into the cops' car and went around lookin' for em but to no avail. the other 3 of my friends in mac helped me run around too. couldnt get em. and then i had to go give statement and all that at Henderson Police Post. i couldnt remember the guy's face as well . it was too dark. i regretted alot of shits there. but my case is not as bad as my friend's one. i lost a SE K800i with my Singapore Polytechnic EZ-Link card. whereas he lost his Acer Laptop worth 1.7k .
all 6 of em were Malays. "

This was the statement. yes i fuckin got robbed . not naming anyone.
i fought my best. i got outnumbered as my friend was too shocked to do anything.
later he regretted not fightin back . so yeah.
all i could do was jus watch my phone getting off me.

i hope they fuckin rot in hell along with their whole fuckin family.

2008-06-01T16:33:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NINTH , ANGEL ! :D
sometimes i just need you by my side like a shining light

It Will Come From Deep Within

All my thoughts come from within
But its the words that l cant breathe outside
You have to forgive me for a moment
While l try to find a way to express
How l feel what l am going throught in my life
Believe me it will come from within

I have a truth that l feel is complete to be told
It will come from within and everything will be black and white
Oh its nothing that you might have ever heard before
I just try to keep the truth as beautiful as can be
It will come from within and thats all l can promise
You wont get a white wash

You have captured a place so deep inside
I wish l could express the delight
More clearly but l know that the time will be right
To let the whole world into my little secret
About how you make me believe in a love so deep
You fill the void that once did surround me

Theres a word that l am trying to chase
Its a butterfly and it wont let my tounge capture it
But give me a moment and it will come from within
Theres a word that is coming from my heart
But do you think l am strong enough
To say what i know it means, do you think l; am strong enough to say love

Yeah you made me feel its brilliant touch
Its a thing that came from within
Its a memory that yearns to be awaken
But its also needing words that have be strong, l cant break them
I just have to be strong and in you i know l can trust
That you wont take it away, you wont throw it away

We have flowers that fill the room with a sweet air
We have words that fill the ears with a sweet word
Now you fill my heart with such a sweet love
Its a truth that cant be denied
Its a love that came from deep within
Your love fills me with a peace, fills me with a need

To spread the word of how l feel
It will come from deep within
Memory will make the words come to life
Your love will make the words be believed
We build a love that the world should really need
Because its true and it will come from deep within

wooo. went out with baby yesterday ! had fun . we watched "Made of Honour" . kinda funny and romantic movie. but was worth it. after that we just walked and i stopped to play guitar in Yamaha. and guess what , i met teddy, zhaoliang ,hari , charles , martin and marlyna there. and since me and baby had nth to do , we decided to go to hari's rap gig at arts museum instead. ha. yeah . so we went at around 7 . and paid 3 bucks for the tix. and it turned out ta be hell fuckin boring. the start . moreover i was wearing a fuckin Metal shirt. and i tried to avoid the eyes of the Emcees. honestly , the most boring hiphop gig ive been to . yeah . but Hari's performance was good. his first time with his partner , charles. was real good indeed. and and , baby's present was just as gorgeous as her . =)

Hip Hop in Singapore , its more like a culture for Malay people. is this racism or wad ?
ppl of their race perform and they move to the beat. ppl of a different skin colour performs and they jus stop and stare . and start talking to their friends. it was so fuckin obvious. well , ive got no rights to say shits. cuz i look more into a scene where all colours of the skin lead the way .
METAL SCENE in singapore has many races involved. they see u looking metal . they give u a hand. whereas , if those hiphop peeps in sg sees a fellow rapper with a different skin colour , they'd laugh at em .im not tryna cricticize. but it was fuckin obvious .

anyway , yeah , ive been skating for quite sometime. manage to grab some stuffs and doing good. waiting for Faris to return from Indo , so we could all go Jamming ! haha. fuckin fun to jam with ppl like dan,hari and faris . if adam's there , lagi best.

tonned last night with waileong,kumwai,ganesh,vineeth and teddy . zhaoliang joined us for awhile before goin camp. me and kumwai kept DOTA-ing . though its like my first time. haha. yeah. then we play here and there. and i kept skating around . ton also fuckin fun . gotta start on books already luh . o yeah . last week Programming test , i got FULL MARKS ! =DD 100/100 . wooooooooooooooooo. but no overconfidence cuz it was kinda easy . ahwell . i gotta go start practicing my guitar to jam with band on tues . adios everyone and have a nice day .

this is that pic on the dog tag. woohoooo.
boasting what we got !
DRRAGGGGG
not drunk yet high .

FUCKIN FUNNY HEADING ON THE PAPER . hahaha.
beautiful looking .
beautiful as it looks ! can you see the pic on the tag ? fuckin nice isnt it.
woooo.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU TOO ! :D

2008-05-22T23:13:00.003+08:00

ALL TRUE CHELSKI FANS , i know how frustrated every fan or friend of Chelsea is right now, it is fully understandable as we have come such a long way to the final and we lost the trophy to the red devils, but come to think of it, we lost by marginal, and we know the match again was also "skewed in the favor of the red devils", well, speculation to some extent, the fact is we didn't win the match after a long battle. WE WILL BE BACK NEXT CHAMPIONS LEAGUE SEASON and we can promise the red devils that 'NOT ONLY WE WILL BE BACK ! WE WILL BE STRONGER, MUCH STRONGER ! "..

now while we fully appreciate all the efforts of the team, my views MY VIEWS ONLY are some comments on what could have not happened if certain things did not happen.. i truly appreciate Drogba's efforts in trying to score, but he being a very experienced club and international player should know the consequences by taking on his opposition player personally !!! he should have anticipated his opponents were only waiting for the right time to get him really angry and waiting for some drastic reaction from him that was a trap .. getting himself taken off the pitch was a big impact to the team.. he lost his head.. and that could have caused us losing the great chance of picking up one more successful penalty kick !!!
i am sure if he was in the penalty kick squad, he would certainly score !! and that could have kept Anelka away...
let me say this again in order for us to come back really strong and competent, we have to improve our striker squad..

well at least one consolation was Ronaldo's missed penalty, that was such a wonderful gift they have given us even though we didnt maximize the advantage, that is football, nothing absolute.... as long as we continue to believe and be clear what we as a team wants to achieve.

the referee , i thought he'd at least do some good. motherfucker has eyes but no balls in it. we had 2 corners that we deserved . a penalty . and a few throw in-s. THE PENALTY . IT'S FUCKIN OBVIOUS. IMAGINE UR ABOUT TO TURN AND SHOOT AND A BOOT FLY PASS AND GOES OVER UR HEAD AND HITS UR FACE AT THE SAME TIME . FUCKIN FERDINAND IS OUTTA HIS MIND ! HE COULD HAVE KILLED JOE COLE ! WHAT IF HE AIMS WRONGLY AND THAT METAL STUD JUS SHUFFS ONTO J.COLE'S FACE !? AND THE FUCKIN REFEREE JUST KEPT QUIET . MOTHERLESS SCUMBAG. and when there were obvious corner kicks for chelsea but man u wins the goal kick , FUCKIN MAN UNITED PLAYERS DO A "THUMBS UP" SIGN TO THE REFEREE. NICE ONE. THAT REFLECTS SO MUCH ABOUT THE TEAM . AND TEVEZ , HE GOT SO HAPPY WHEN DROGBA GOT SENT OFF. its like , they were DESPERATE for something to bring us down in order to take us down . EVEN THEY KNEW WE'LL WIN IF THIS CONTINUES. fucktards.

no point complaining right now . BUT NO MATTER WHAT .
IM CERTAINLY NOT ADMITTING DEFEAT !
we'll rise again .

and im getting sick of typicals.
when chelsea kicked manunited's ass at stamford bridge ,
a man u fan told me , " Only losers win by penalty " .
and after the UCL finals , i told him the same thing .
you know what he replied ?
" Ah! cuz Man U the best ! "
suck dick man . disgrace .

WHY DROGBA WHY !
i feel drogba's kinda like the main reason we lost it.
drogba was supposed to be there taking the kick instead of JT .
but JT has to take the last one cuz Drogba was sent off.
of course you'd rather ask a striker to take then a defender right .
fuck laaa.
i used to like him so much .
but after looking at him whining and getting into unreasonable fights ,
WE NEED HIM OUT !
we really needa strengthen our attack .

i'll never accept the fact for this .
for me , Chelsea = Champs .
We were closest to the carling cup .
We were close for the FA cup .
We were THIS TINY LIL BIT CLOSE to the EPL title.
and now we jus let the UCL title slipped. the closest we've been .
honestly , Man united is a good team .
but their arrogant attitude doesnt make em a good team .
non of the teams were as close as us to all 4 titles.
Man united won 2 out of the 4 . which gave em the honour already .

fortunately , Chelsea's unbeaten streak at Stamford Bridge still continues , despite efforts from various teams. . . . . .

Hail the Chelskis , Fuck the rest.

2008-05-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

hello ! today is the end of Vesak day ! and i had a great time the past weekend. whooo ~
had capoeira last thursday and on friday had normal lessons. im really loving capoeira man . its some shit you cant resist. haha . yeahh . then i rot in school for awhile . stayed with kumaran , matt, sab and zul . then went home to relac relac. then went back to sch for skates club . stayed in school till about 11 plus . then from there headed home. damn i need a new deck . anyone there not using and can be a kind soul ? =D im fuckin broke after spending three-quarter a thousand bucks on my guitar. haha . craving for a new Ipod now. woo. aight yea. then sat was a new day where i woke up late. and i went ta meet my pri sch friends at telok blangah crescent area. had a fuckin nice time drinking with em . jokes here and there. from there , headed home , bathed and off to anchorage to meet my baby girl. reached there at around 9 40 pm. then had some chit chat with baby til around 11 15pm . and i kissed her goodbye . and went ta bukit merah mac. met dillon , jiesheng , nareyn , vineeth , waileong and kumwai there. as usual we tonned there . tried my best to get shits into my fuckin head. but kinda failed. keep listening to songs and goin crazayyy. then at around 3++am , went for a nice drink . Smirnoff , Calsberg and i forgot the name of the other beer. ha. yeah . waileong got totally drunk . i didnt get so much . ha . yeahhh . hella fun when tonning with em . then at around 6 30am , we set off home. me , dillon and vineeth walked home . walked on the new bridge that was just built. said to be the highest pedestrian bridge in singapore which runs through mount faber to west coast or smth . yeahhh . then got home and jumped on the bed.

woke up quite early on Sunday . around 11am . haha. damn early right .yeahhh . then got ready ta meet my darling ! but i kept sleeping half way . hahah . yeah. so met her at my house bus stop area after she had lunch with her grandparents at vivo. ha. from there went down ta penin. went to do my specs. currently im wearing a specs thats only has one side. the other side fall off already . haha. then she got to see my brother and his girlfriend. ha ! shy ass sit down there so quiet. haha. yeah . after that went over to PS . ate dinner . didnt have any appetite . dont know why . after that , jus send my honey home ! ha. then went home . then tried to install Winning eleven on my lappy. but apparently, it keeps failing . im not realli sure why . giving alota probs. damn. gotta ask my friend do for me.

yeahhh. monday morning supposed ta wake up at 8 and go play soccer but haiyaahhh . tired luh .then couldnt wake up . yes i know im a pigg. haha. yeahhh . then at around 5 , dillon , azman , vineeth and jiesheng came over ta my house . before that i was jus guitaring and waiting for em . yeahhh . watched Harold and Kumar : to the White Castle . fuckin funnyy. lights off , aircon , snacks and movie. nice nice. haha. yeah . then wanted to watch superbad. but loading too slow la. then went ta play soccer and now here . slow songs... hmm. gotta wake up at 930 tml .

im gonna sleeeep now. take care all !

2008-05-14T00:54:00.002+08:00

8th month cake .=D

baby scribbled on the boxx.
PRESENTING , MY NEW AFFAIR !
wooooo. see those bats there ? fuckin awesome arnt they .
yeahhhhhhhhhhhh bbaby yeahhh ~~~
hahaha. random shit i did on google.

hello ! went jamming last week with adam, zhaoliang,faris,dan,hari. was fuckin fun . i gored my throat off. whooo ~
SUNDAY !
went labradour park with my sweetest to get some fresh air . ha. honey wanted to talk talk . so we went there walk walk and talk talk . had fun . we went up and down the hill .sat down .ice cream and drinks. hahah. then from there at late evening. walked her home . and then i took a bus home .
monday and tuesday were normal school days. jus Winning eleven during lessons. ha.
I GOT MY NEW GUITAR TODAYYY ! fuckin awesome. i love the bat design on the fret board. and the colour makes me feel so METAL ! the EMGs and Floyd rose. fuckin awesome. with a hardcase too . ahhaha.

get well soon honey !
i love you . =)

2008-05-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

hello AIR-VER-REE-BOR-EEE !!! im so fuckin happy today cuz i had my fuckin first test in SP under the module Structured Programming. which i suck in . but i dont know why. Miracle happened and i fuckin got 98/100 for the test ! YEAHHH . hahaha. during break alot of em studying while i happily playing winning eleven . and i beat em . i dunno how la. lucky shit. yeahh . hahaha. then after that went for Capoeira training . my first training. fuckin nervous cuz hav to pay 30 bucks a month . kinda scared it'll go to a waste. but the first training itself proved me all wrong ! though its kinda tough , its fuckin hell fun sia. the instructor is good and the seniors are damn friendly peeps. i fuckin dont regret a shit . woohoooo. met weichuan there too. and another guy called isaac . lingzhen's classmate. faidi is in it with his friend . woo. made more friends. capoeira is the coolest martial arts ive ever seen. so much training , so much hardwork . but when ur up on stage , u dont hav any contact against the opponent. how cool can that be. and the movement never stops. filled with so much of stuffs. wooo. k la. stop talking about it already . ha.i'll include the video footage of capoeira for ppl who dunno wad issit. =)

o yeah . in class , no more CS ! now its winning eleven ! everyone has the game cuz of me . kumar passed it to me and i spreaded it to the whole class. yeahhh . haha. so during lessons , either surf net or play . listen abit when teacher angry .hahah .yeahh . class hav been damn fun the past few days. im missing skates club tml .goin jamming with dan,hari and the rest. ADIOS !

2008-05-06T01:49:00.002+08:00

hello everyone ! was kinda in a study mood past few days .hahaha . last friday went ta west coast park mac ta study with honeyy. it was a public holiday. was kinda packed. no no no. i mean, FUCKIN' packed . and we waited for awhile and finally got a hot seat. wooo. plugged in my lappy and surfed awhile while baby started studying. hahaha. then i kept getting scolded for surfing the net. and finally decided ta studyy .woo. started on project and ended at 8 plus. wahhh . 6 hours on the stupid project . honey helped me here and there . thankking you ! =D hahaha. yeah . after that i sent her home and home home home!

friday was a good dayyy. went ta school and then after school hang around with weiwen . went ta play bowling . that guy's damn unpredictable. he played so well in the first game .fucker got 3 strikes in a row. wtf. and then second game he lost. hahaha. we 2 only played. so 2 games ended quite fast. so yeah . walked back to fc 3 and met zul there. settled down . weiwei went ta fetch his friends and me and zul played CS. ha. then weiwen came back with his friends. they went ta eat . me and zul kept playing . weiwen and his friends then went ta walk around school. zhengkai joined us. he played with mine and zul's decks. ahh. so yeah . then after that we went over to court to skate awhile . and i kinda twisted my ankle for a moment. wooo. hahhaa. janwing joined us after a fuckin hour. then gobbled some ice kacang and went over to basketball court to meet the skates club peeeps. fuck . ppl in skates club are fuckin fun. i passed the interview and i got in. after that it was skating time and they kinda taught me stuffs . i wasnt able to do ollie and those kinda stand still tricks cuz of my ankle. so i played around with the ramp. kept falling down but who cares. admired those professionals there. haha. yeahh .after that headed home .

quickly bathed and changed and ate and run away from home to bukit merah mac.
where i met poor kumwai who was waiting for an hour already . cuz of wrong timing. haha. yeah.
then vineeth came with 4 cans of beer and waileong came . we crapped , shitted , ate , studied , surfed , played , watched and everything else till 5 30am . was fun sia. 4 of us only is what u can say . but i dunno how it turned out ta be so fun . hahaha. yeahhh . after that we took the first bus home and jumped onto bed.

woke up at noon . and i didnt know what to do. martin called me. it was dan's bday outing and he called me down. so i got changed and went over to meet danyel , pendek , martin and adam at lucky plaza. then from there headed to penin where we met nazrul . then from there walk walk walk and went down to esplanade basement where we settled and chilled and khamarul came. METAL METAL METAL songs blasting here and there. walked up back to colours by the bay when we got chased by the security guard. then walked to penin . bought some Smirnoff . and walked up to fort canning park and settled down outside fortcanning centre. and there we went high and got drunk and shits. moshed , hardcore danced and everythin a metalhead would do. \m/ . after that we walked narrowly to penin and met alot of ppl there . ppl like shorties , thinesh , nigel and some bigger sized peeps . and from there we all went our separate ways. got home and quickly took a bathe and jumped onto bed before they get suspicious. hahh. yeahh .and sunday, fuckin rot at home the whole day. fuckin boringgggggg.. went ta meet dz at night and got a squier fender strat from here. got enthu and changed the strings and fuck i hate the sound of it. to be honest , strats arnt for me .yeahhh.

monday , a brand new week. sschool was good. normal i suggest. Man United beat west ham 4-1 . that wasnt a good news .but Chelsea jus beat Newcastle 2-0 at St James Park .thats real good news . sorry honey.. =) ha. yeahhhh. after school today ,met 4E peeps . normal classic ppl . and then shared movies and games . thanks kumaran for all the games and stuffs. now i can play PES 08 in com during lesson . other than CS. hahaha. yeahhh . had dinner with 4E peeps at kopitiam , tiong bahru. crapped hell lots. alot of us had tummy cramps. hahaha. crapped crapped crapped and went home .ha.

All e best to everyone taking MYE !
all e best honey !
have confidence and everythin'll be fine !
i love you ! (=

&
Happy birthday to Pamela and Phelan Wong !
fuckin co-incidental shittzxxzxzxz
sir name both WONG.
birthday also same
Both name starts with PEEEEEEEE.
HHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..................
nahh. thinkin too much .
HAHAHAAHAH.

=D

2008-05-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

Happy Eighth month Babyy !

my eight-year-old baby is growing biggerrr! !
eight months of happiness !
eight months of jawaches !
eight months of hugs and kisses !
eight months of laughters !
eight months of true love !
eight months and still counting .
I love you honey :D

Another month today has passed.
We have to say they have gone by fast.
With every kiss to you my eyes shut tight.
With every tear that fell from a fight.
With every heart ache that came and went.
With every words that's said, but never meant.
Another month has indeed gone by.
With every smile that wrinkled in my skin.
With every memory always kept deep within.
Another month with you has indeed gone by.
A thousand words will never be told.
Of the love for you I have to hold.
With all the sweets and all the sours.
The taste of us is forever ours.
The thorns may have prikled,
but our loves always sparkled.
For another month with you has indeed gone by.
And I will wish for another month to go once again.
As I always wish for before the night ends.
I wish for more sweets and less sours.
I wish for more kisses that will always be ours.
I wish for more goodnight messages so well have happy nights.
I wish for more memories that will be remembered.
I wish for more laughter that will be heard.
And with these wishes I am sure another month with you indeed will be shared.
Perhaps , another year . :D

Wooo . played soccer after lessons on monday , sprained my left thigh muscles. after every match, i always end up with an injury. fuckk. haa. anyway , ive joined the CCAs and clubs already. Main CCA would be Capoiera . for ppl who're wondering wtf is that , its a form of martial art. from Brazil . go to youtube and search and see what its like. and im joining Sports Club and Skates Club too. joined a few more la. but for fun only. haha. tues day after lessons , went ta PS ta meet honeyy. just to see her la. then from there sent her home . ha.
Todayyyy , went out with honey again ! celebrated our 8th month together but we didnt hav much time . school ended late for me and honey's having exams next week. so it was kinda tight. but anyway ! we made the most out of it .hahah .watched "Over her dead body" and ate dinner at KFC ! talked alotttttt of stuffs and left PS after a guy had no place to sit . im a good guy . yeahh. then sent baby home and now ive ended up here stucked with this fuckin stupid project.
Teacher asks us download program , then asks us to go home and design a product with it . and its 20% for the exams . and we're like WTF !? wahhh. ive planned. ive done the powerpoint slides. but i dont know how to design it. fuckkk.

Anyway , Man United got thru to finals after that wonder goal by paul scholes . beautiful.ha.
and Chelsea's gonna face liverpool in an hour's time . i cant wait to see liverpool being kicked out .woohoo. All e best to both teams.
Hail Chelsea! ~

Adios everyone.

2008-04-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

on bed. after a tiring time ................. running around house . HA .

MOZART MOZART !

heyy everyone. blogging for the weekend. hmm. school's startedd. back to normal stuffs. study study . i dont wanna be like before. changed man . =D kinda start studying already . my class isnt so bad anyway. filled with fun ppl . jus one fucked up guy who's gonna get it soon . hah. on the other hand , me and my pri sch buddy , jus formed a band . and looking for Vocals , Drummer and Bassist. Band name's Völuspá . The meaning is - the origin and end of the world . Genre would be Old school rock , heavy metal for the beginning and the finishes off with Melodic Death Metal . sadly the dude is a christian . or i'd be doing black metal now . and and , its hard to get a vocals as goood as any successful death metal band . so we're staying in the heavy metal zone. its hard to get vocals like Bruce Dickinson from Iron Maiden , James from Metallica and etc. ahh. patience .right now jus create originals . woooo. Hope we go far. this time , im gonna be fuckin serious about studies and band committment. we're gonna see ppl moshing to our music. hell yeaahhh ! \m/

anyway , friday wasnt so much of a good day . dont wanna talk about it.
but att night was fun. met up with peeps of 1A/02 . Faidi,Edmund and lingzhen,yongbin,yifan and yanwee. ate dinner . had fun talking cock. then went over to MOS where i met sab and his group of friends , one of them apparantly turned out to be a hardcore iron maiden fan. who doesnt mind being my vocals. but don't know about it yet. anyway , he passed me an boro ice mint . then we walked to esplanade . on the way doing shits . and then found a place and sit .then there was this band started performing and everyone went. turned out to be a malay band. wasnt really interested . sat back with the rest. then talk talk talk. and then left the place at around 10:45. went back home. was dead tired . jumped onto bed .

Saturday ! met up with baby . went to her house ! for the first time . haha. had fun there. no no no . stop thinking the other way . think straight. we were just running around fighting and looking at her photos. and i was playing the piano and immitated like Mozart. -.- hahaha. yeahh. then from there we headed down to Parklane. where i bought a new set of strings for the Squier Strat that Dizzy's gonna lend me. oh , btw . Dizzy is my fellow band member . his name is Dazhong. but i prefer calling him DZ aka Dizzy. yeahh . haha. yeah. then after that we walked to Cathay , and turned out starbucks was packed and walked to PS . got a seat at MOS burger and bought food and shakes and then started studying . after that walked around . went ta see the axes at Yamaha. Surprisingly , they had Ibanez Axes for sale there ! S series and a few RG series. haha. from there i sent baby home and went home .

Sunday ! met up with honey again . but i was late this time cuz i fell asleep while reading the newpaper. WOOHOOO . CHELSEA COULDNT BE STOPPED EVEN BY THE TABLE LEADERS . HAHAHA . no no no no . it was an obvious handball . and fletcher had enough time to move his hands away from the spot the ball was tried to cross in . ferguson jus cant stop whining . fuckin asshole . we were controlling the game at stamford bridge. didcha hear the commentator say ' THE BETTER TEAM IS ON THE LEAD ' yeahhh. hail chelsea. Frank Lampard's mum died last week . so he didnt manage ta play . and this win was definitly meant for her . the first goal was fuckin touching when the players ran to the bench and took out a jersey and flew it in the end . the name of lampard's mum " Pat Lampard " was written on it together with a " R . I . P " below the number. was fuckin touching . yeah . after tat .cavarlho did a fuckin mistake to giv the ball to rooney by accident and then they scored . and then the winner . both goals by Ballack . yeah . celebration followed after that . then Evra suddenly fought with the chelsea staff for fuck reason . ahh. sore losers. yeah . anway ............... met honey at Raffles' city after walking from city hall to marina square when she was at raffles city . haha. then studied awhile and then met the guitar buyer . i sold away my blue baby for 480 bucks. then we walked to penin to Davis guitar. Checked out Alexi Laiho signature LTD V . 800 bucks . and 1.6k . but it looked fuckin cool. ah anyway . from there we went to funan's mac and ate there and talked. then sent her home and now at home ! looking for a new guitarrrrr !! hahaha. aight .

2008-04-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

Zufaidi dozing off in class. I was playing psp . haha. fuck . he looks ALMOST like SUFI !
CUTE FUCK !
FUCKIN CUTE FUCK !
NABEI FUCKING CHEEBYE CUTE FUCK ! =DD
weijie died on the roof of the carpark suddenly

AHHAAHAHAAHAHA
i miss you guys man .

i jus wish i could turn back time .

finally felt like blogging ! whooo ~ last friday went out with baby to watch THE HOTTIE AND THE NOTTIE ! and baby kept saying " Paris Hilton is so hawt ! " hahah. yeah , she is ,indeed. the movie was kinda funny. laughed alot. watched it at Lido ! before that i was watching my class peeps playing soccer and was talking cock with guosheng and then waileong joined us. hmm .
after the movie we took some photos at mccafe cos i couldnt resist after seeing her with her hoodies on. FUCKIN cute. hahaa. yeahh. then we went on to Taka . honey went to Pull & Bear to return her 50 bucks shorts that she regretted buying. haha. then from there we took a bus to penin !
then marlyna came. ate dinner at long john together. sent honey to the bus stop. walked with marlyna to Memorial to meet Hari and a friend whose name i forgot. ha. then we went to esplanade to see what band was playing and apparantly there wasnt any band performing. so we headed down to some sports club at Padang. We saw Marlyna's mom and was like 0.0 " IS THAT UR MUM OR SIS !? " hahaha. she was looking young and hot ! ha. her mum was real nice . she brought us down to the cafe and treat us fooodd. i bought a waffle and hot chocolate ! ha. then after that his friend left cuz his gf was waiting for him and then hari left to meet back up with him. then i stayed on with marlyna and we crapped a lil' . then headed home.

Saturday ! A fuckin fun night at Zheng kai's house. met up with honey and kiwi at around 3++ at anchorpoint . then we took 33 to Normanton park. settled down under a block with some food. played DJ max portable and challenged kiwi . haha. kept winning her and she kept giving me the " eh pity me la ! " look .HA. yeahh. then as usual , pictures . haha. after that ho wai came. got more food. then zheng kai came. then we went over to his house . Phelan came , weijie came , shahril came .janvin came. we played some fuckin fun card games. howai's forfeit was to do a pole dance . Kiwi's forfeit was to call someone and talk for 5 mins and get the person's email. she called "not gonna mention " and managed ta talk for 10 mins. hahaha. was cute la ! then honey was laughing alll da way . and we went laughing like fuck la when kiwi was chatting with the person . hahaa. oh ya. before that we had bought some Smirnoff. 40% alcohol i think. yeah . then ordered pizza ! while waiting jus played more games and slacked around . ha. pizza came. we drank and ate . phelan was drunk so fast . i started to get hyper. hahah. sadly , honey had to be home quick . helped em hail a cab and they went home. then i couldnt standd the hyperness. i ran straight back to zheng kai's hse from the traffic hahaha. then continued drinking . woooo . after that wanted to play escape . but all like tired and sleepy and drunk already . haha. so we went down and explored Normanton Park. climbed to the roof of the carpark and stuffs. went around looking at bikes and cars too . ha. after that ranil came with his Scrambler . then we played around with his bike and all . haha. Timothy brought down his Honda too. got hungry and asked em buy prata for us. i got lucky and followed them .ranil rode his scrambler and i sat behind timothy on his honda. FUCKIN SCARY BUT FUN SIOL ! 140 km/hr. omfg .fuckin fast . wooohoooo. i went crazy by shouting vulgar all around. haha. then we stopped to watch Man u draw with blackburn at last minute. fuckin lucky shits. chelsea's now 4 point behind . hmm. yeahhh . then after that went back to zheng kai house to collect money from em . then ranil and timothy drove off to get food. we went back to watch a movie " No Reservations " i think. yeahh. then after tat food came ! we ate and continued watching .after movie jus dozed off. woo.

woke up the next afternoon . slackkeddddd . waited for ranil to come . had maggie mee for lunch with scrambled eggs and sausages. woohooo. after that we went crazy abit. then went swimming . for around 2 hours. after that we went back home and changed and went home luh . fuckin fun 2 days . Thanks to Zhengkai and the rest. ha .

Had school today from 10 - 4 30 . after that met honey at queensway mac. we talked talked til 7+ and i kissed her seducing lips goodbye ! more of like a sad goodbye . don't know why . ha.
school tml starts at 130 only ! so i can sleep late ! but im fuckin sleepy now. so im gonna read Slash's bio to sleep . haha. wooo. ADIOS AMIGOS EVERYONE !

2008-04-18T23:51:00.001+08:00

Its alright nnawww !!

She's just so hawtt and makes me melt !
Her lips are fuckin seducing .
Her cheeks are makin me bite em .
I LOVE YOU !

2008-04-16T21:57:00.003+08:00

I just decided to blog after something that made me feel fuckin bad.
i dont know why do you have to say you're useless, you're worthless , you're nothing.
do you know how much it hurts when you say those .
i said stop and you continued !
i understand that ur stressed up with studies and all.
i let u show and throw ur anger on me .
but ur making me feel like shit .
making me feel like im the worst guy you've met.
making me feel like i wasnt there when ur down .
making me feel utterly useless .
it was all changed to a better mood .
and there u came again . whats wrong baby ?
ive always teared when you touch me with ur lovely words.
ive never teared for these shits before. seriously , it aint ur fault.
its mine . i wasnt motivating u enough.
i wasnt there when u need help in ur studies.
i just feel like argh....................
maybe u dont know what ur talking .
maybe its just another fucked up day today .
maybe i caused you to say those
maybe i am the most fucked up boyfriend you can have.
ahhhhh .

i just wish this is jus another fucked up dream .

2008-04-15T01:25:00.002+08:00

hey yo ! First day of SCHOOL ! fuckinn slackk . lectures were boring. practical wasnt as bad . when it comes to hands on , we're active. but when it comes to jus listening . u can hear snores. ahhh. yea. ended at 430 and headed home. Lecturer Chris cancelled tml's lesson from 130-3. power ! so tml lesson starts only at 3. ha. yeahhhh. anyway i came to blog cuz baby wants me to do this thing and since im bored , might as well do it to kill time . ha. aight.
here it is.

Answer the following questions:

1)The person who tagged you was?
Vera Putri Mardjuki

2)Your relationship with him/her?
my girlfriend!

3)Your 4 impressions of him/her?
fuckin sweet.
fuckin cute.
fuckin understanding.
fuckin nice.

4)Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
accepting me . =)

ps : i cant forget everything she did.

5)Most memorable words she had said to you?
TOO many ! the standard one . i love you

6)If he/she becomes your lover,you will?
she already did.

7)If he/she become your lover,what are the things he/she has to improve on?
nothing. she's perfect in every way.

8)If he/she becomes your enemy,you will?
give in .

9)If he/she becomes your enemy,what's the reason?
she raped me

10)The thing you desire to do most for him/her will be?
Give her happiness.

11)Overall impression of him/her?
Angel.

12)How do you think people around will feel about you?
" wahh ! you see his hair ! cheebye ! curly like fuck siol ! but longer than mine sia! "

13)A good trait you love about yourself?
I hate myself..

14)A character trait that you hate about yourself?
Everything..

15)A person you want to be?
Just someone who's accepted in this fuckin unfair world.

16)Say something to the people who care for you!
Thanks a million . =)

Pass this quiz to 10 people to know how they feel about you.
1. I
2. Dont
3. Know
4. But
5. You
6. Can
7. Do
8. If
9. You
10. Want !

Who is #6 having a relationship with?
Drinks !

Is #9 a male or female?
Both . depends on who is looking at this post now.

If #7 and #10 are together,would it be a good thing?
Do want ? NO ! cuz its bad english .

How about #8 and #5?
If you . YES ! great thing !

What's #2 currently studying about?
2 says that he/she dont study .

When was the last time you talked to #3?
i dont know ?

What kind of music does #8 like?
hmm. i dunno IF #8 likes music.

Does #1 have any siblings?
Yes, 1 elder brother and 1 younger sister.

Will you woo #3?
Know ? i dont KNOW ?

How about #7?
yes i will. cuz i DO .

Is #4 single?
yes . butts are always single.

What's #5's surname?
#5 is a noun. so a surname for a noun is either Verb or adjective. hmm.

How about #10?
Want is a verb . so surname for a verb is.. i dont know. ha.

#4's hobby?
Shitting ! and anal !

Do #5 and #9 get along?
HELL YEAHHH !!

Where does #2 study at?
DONT know ?

Say something casual about #1?
I loves talkin cock

Where does #9 live?
no time to write down names of all who're lookin at this post now.

Are #5 and #1 best friends?
YEAHH !

Does #7 like #2?
NOOO. they're totally opposite of each other.

How do you get to know #2?
Teacher.

Does #1 have any pets?
kitty !

Is #7 the sexiest person in the world?
erm. i think so.

ahhh. just dont bother reading whats above. hahaha.

2008-04-13T01:08:00.002+08:00

Poly's orientation is overrr ! classmates are fun people. some luh. and i decided to study and turn over a new leaf while in SP . no more makin fun of teachers. no more makin a fool outta myself. no more enjoying life. no more failing. ahhh. make my parents happy. i gotta workhard. im not gonna whine about the past . im not gonna care about what ppl say . i just wanna get what i want. that diploma cert. and another dream is to form a band and rock e stage. so far found a guitarist. still looking for bass,vox and drummers . need em from SP . just 2 dreams to achieve. school's starting on monday ! hope everythin goes fine . hope ~

went out with baby today ! hella funn. met her at vivo's GV at around 215 . bumped into yichun and carmel . turned out that they were watching the same movie as us . haha. we watched Shutter. and yea. it was quite nice. i dont know why ppl say it sucks or wad. though the thailand version is scarier. it has its own storyline . nice movie . Baby screamed at a part . and made everyone's balls drop . hahhaha. she said she's 'strong' . and yet, hid under my arms for the whole movie. hahaha. yea. after the movie we set off to west coast park. and talked alot over there. took alota pictures. and then we had dinner over at mac. ate ALOT . we both got our tummy bloated . and then went to walk walk to digest and settled down to talkkkk. ha .

back at home ! guitar practice......
needa shred
needa sweep
needa be more accurate.
or i cant make it . stressss.
practice practice practice !

Nemesis - Arch Enemy.
i really wanna jam this song man . ahh.

PICTURES! starting off with the one i like ! =)

noone can beat my hair . its long and it curls towards the sky ! =D

If I could touch the sky
I’d reach the brightest star
Of which I chose for you,
It’s what you deserve for
Being so wonderfully true

In everything you say and do
In your own way you’ve made
Me a part of you and you have
Become a part of me I’m forever
Happy to have met someone like you

You have taught me how to give
Unselfishly, to love in ways I’ve
Never known before to give without
Expecting to anything in return
A part of you has become a part of me.
And I love you as you can see and feel

2008-04-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

On sat i went over to SP to get my laptop done . together with honey and lingzhen. argh.
it took damnn longgg. till late night. and still the audio driver couldnt be installed . for some fuck reason . damnit. cheebye. ha. sunday was a super slack day . nth to do .

and today ! SP's orientation first day ! was kinda excited. but it was only from 9-1130.
but i missed a bus cus it was so filled. and then waited ffor the next bus. so reached around 930.
and rahim told me they jus started. and i was asked to sit on the front seat. ha. and the talks were so boring that i slept on the dean's shoulder . hahaha. yeaaa. after that there was a break and i never went back .fuck , i really dun wish ta die early .woo . ha. so me, waileong,rahim and danny went to Foodcourt 3 to eat. had fun crapping. then after that went back to the convention centre and then go back to foodcourt 3. from there we went to foodcourt 4. aircon siol. nice. then over there met alot more ppl luh. then sit down talk cock. around 130. left SP . waileong , rahim and danny continued on with their activities in SP. me,lingzhen,yifan and caoke walked to buona vista mrt and payed for our Ezlink registration. then from there took a bus to queensway. walked around with them . then i met honey at mac. where she ate her lunch as i ate dessert. ha. then headed to her area to talk talk . after that i took a bus home. ahhh.
dead tired now .slept for 3 hours only . after this im gonna lie flat. woooo .
haha. excited for tml . i'll be meeting my fellow classmates already . ha.
alright. Adios !!

after the stupid laptop thing.
baby wanted it in black and white.
wooo. i like this one.

2008-04-05T01:23:00.003+08:00

WEDNESDAY ! OUTING WITH 4E 07' . omg .HELLA FUN DAY ! wooooooooo. left my home at around 345. walked to wee-woh and met weeyang at the MRT station. then we went to meet darling,pamie and kiwi . who were at wee-woh too. ha. then talk for awhile. and colin came ! then talk awhile more. then i set off with wy and colin to LJS where we settled down to eat. then we jus sat there as more and more ppl joined us. ha. then some ate. then after they came , walked to GV to get tix for the NC16 show , Charlie Bartlett. we thought it was some crap show. but the trailer realli turned me on . hahah. we total had 13 ppl. and in the theatre, there's 13 seats per row. omg .then WOOO. CONQUER SI BO ! yea. we went in damn hyper. with smuggled food . settled down. and started laughing even before the movie. wah . then movie started. FUCKIN NICE AND FUNNY movie. has its storyline. was really nice. we laughed at everythin. and even parts where we werent supposed to . 4E luhhh. wad to do. hahaha. yea. and someparts we jus keep thinkin and keep laughin even its ended. hahaha. damn fun . ha. after that we go lepak at the roof. thats where we birthday bashed weeyang who's birthday was on tuesday. haha. then while bashing , colin hid his back. janvin took his psp . HA ! and he had a hell time finding for it. finally found the bag but no psp. then his face was like =,=" . hahaha. then continue search. then we ended up with this bet. CHOOSE 3 PPL WHO'RE LIKELY TO HAVE UR PSP IN UR OPINION. IF ALL 3 U GET WRONG. U DO A FORFEIT . hahaha . and he chose everyone BUT janvin. he even asked janvin to help him find for him . HAAHAHAHAA. dumbass. janvin had it all along. hahaha. yea. then his forfeit was to go to the middle and shout to everyone ' I AM A VIRGIN! ' and so he did. the videos are below. hahaha. and then finally he got it back . ha. after that headed down to BK. some left for home. then we talk cock abit. then all chau. i walked back home. woooo. missed em alot man. ha.

woo. THURSDAY ! met honey(: and pamie ! over at wisma . haha. i was kinda late . but it was jus co-incidence that we both had ta go to orchard. ha. i went ta wisma to repair my phone luh. and i couldnt find the stupid SE shop . till i called Colin . then i remember its in Isetan. yea. then went there . took a queue number. and my turn came. the woman was very friendly . and i told her the problems with my phone luh . button spoil. and after u off. u can on it but with pure white screen . and then cant use for around half-an-hour . ahhh. then my warranty was over. cheebye. so then she told me i'd rather get a new phone then to repair it luh. so yea. yay ! will get new phone soon luh. not known yet. ha. so i went around lookin at phones. ha. then there came the babes ! ha. and pam passed me a plastic bag saying that she bought for me. when actually honey did. ha. but thanks tho . wooo. then i had fun crapping with pamie. then there came a phonecall from home that overturned baby's mood. cheebye. ahwell. so yea. me and pam continued our craps with baby laughing and smiling here and there. ha. then i sent them to orchard mrt and i went home. woo. after that slack slack slack.

FRIDAYY ! woke up ! got dressed ! grabbed my guitar and CHAU ! went straight to central ta meet honey.. woo. 5 days in a row we've been meeting. recorddd. yeapp. so we had lunch and was fun (= . and then we walked around central . walk walk . then lepak one corner. took a few pics. then had ta go off for jamming alr. brought honey to meet Hari,faris and zhaoliang. and then i sent her to the bus stop. and we continued. wooo. Jamming was hella fun ! damn i miss those dudes man . we went crazy and an hour passed so fast ! omg. yea. woohooooooo.
wohhhh wohhh wowuwoo sweet child o' mine..!
ha. powerr ahhh. ha. then we went to central to eat at burger king .
then we munched all the way. Nazrul came . woo . that dude i miss too.
after that we walked to padang. and sat on the bench there and lepak all e way .
o ya . met danyel at central. after eating at burger king.
ha. yea. then from the bench at padang. we left home luh.
had greatttt times man . METAL ! \m/ .
me and faris headbanged here and there.
and i pee-ed forming a huge fountain that made em go crazy. ha.
then hari and naz went to grab some beer when me and zl took a cab back.
zl stopped at sch and i continued home .
zl went in sch jus to get sent back home again . HA !
pity that kid. was tooooo late for campfire preps. ha.
wooo.
tomorrow soccer in the morning with usual buds !
then to SP with baby and lingzhen . then to sch for campfire .
alright peeps ! enjoy the vids and pics.
adios !

Rockin to the song REDNECK by LAMB OF GOD . \m/

Weeyang's Birtday bashhh !

AND his forfeit . haha . listen to the words he yell.

jammingg ! zl took this great shot.
still jamming ..

Centrall !
this pic was taken when we bought the tics for Singapore VS Lebanon match. at Jalan Besar Stadium. coooool stuffs. " WALK WITH THE LIONS! "

hmmmm. what can it be.. obvious its a book cuz its ffrom kinokuniya.
omgg ! i see a sunburst lespaul !
omg! i see someone very very familiar !
FUCK ! ITS SLASH !! WOOOOOOOOO. [ thanks babyy ! ]
read that ? its unsuitable for the YOUNG . ha.
she's everywhere.
i loveee that pose of hers . and i forced her to do it. ha.
Phelan and CHEEEEEE weijie.
Colin dancing. HAHAHA.
they were asked to pose. when i said 3! colin stood up and block everyone . lucky my phone was smart enough to capture before he stood up. ha.
some random pic. rehearsal for pose actually.
weeyang searching for his baggggg. hahaha.
the left side of me. ha ! look at that chubby fuck. HAHAHA .
on my right. jingkai too shy . mus bend down.
US ! woooo. xiaoyang took the pic. ha.
GRAB THAT BIRTHDAY BOY'S DICKY DOOO !
hahahaha this time he didnt stand up. look at kumwai.
some random pic. which i found on my phone. the pose jus cracks me up. HAHA. look at berbatov. he's like ' EH EH ! HE GONNA WHACK MY BALLS ! HOW AH. HELP ME LA EH ! PLS LA ! " HAHAHAHA
spidey with his ballie !
hahaha . wy and jy posing.
alamak. u cant realli see luh. but its actually a pic of us conquering the whole row. ha.
KITTY ! i duno why. but we named him puppy. ha !
sleep puppy sleeep .
puppy under blanket . adorable fuck!
after puppy went ta pooop. ha.asks me for more food. asshole. shit eat shit eat.
HAHAHA .
wooooo. it aint surprising when it comes to 4E . hahaha.
omg . black metal dude fuckin a barney !? 0.0
minnie yells " FUCK ME FUCK ME ! "
shahril working on his masterpiece. HAAHA.
Mickey yells " I AM I AM ! "
to sign it off. haha.
and back to business.
shahril and waileong starts the war.
kumwai gets his balls grabbed.
HAHAHAHA. shahril gets really high ! and u can see. hahaha.
kumwai again. ending the post with a headsmash. RIP . HAHAHAHA.

Whenever life seems to drift you away from me,
I can't help but cry.
You've grown to be such a part of me
that without you life is no more than a desperate sigh.
They do say love comes and goes,
and to that I disagree.
So, here's my hand,
take it and don't let go of me.

2008-04-02T01:18:00.002+08:00

woohoo. i forgot to blog about last friday. i went out with pamie and babyy .
i got to Plaza sing first. and waited for em. then walked to orchard mrt to meet em.
then walked around lookin for stuffs . baby wanted a handbag . i dunno wad pam wants also.
haha. oh ! she wanted a prepaid card. yea. so we went to get one. and the shopkeeper turned out to be a magician who does cooolio tricks ! yea. the dumb part was when we topped up the card and then thought haven topped up and got problem. then went to singtel . they said it was a faulty card. then we met the shopkeeper who said it's been topped up. we dunno cuz we never press the hax key to check the bonus acct or smth like that. pam got relieved. but she jus got jacked on her face. hahaha. dumb luhh. ha. yea. had fun !

woo. monday monday went ta play soccer with the usual peeps at purmei.
phelan didnt come AGAIN . expected.
then we had a few fun games. wooo.
goal goal goal !
waileong bought 2 bottles of 100plus and then he only drank abit.
hahah. everyone go kapo his drink.
then kumwai bought for us a few bottles of drink then never ask money.
so kind of him . ha. then we talked cock alot.
after match i went home to change .
but it took longer than usual cuz i had to help dad do stuffs.
so i got there quite late.
ha. the first thing they told me is
" EH ! WHY SO LATE. CHEEBYE JUS NOW AT PURMEI GOT THE BLUE SKINNY JEANS AH BENG EH ! THE ONE THAT TIO TAIJI WITH COLIN. WEARING THE SAME BLUE SKINNY . OMG ! "
HAHAHA.
wasted. shouldnt have gone home.
haha.
but cannot luh .
had to meet babyyy . so yea.
ate ice kacang with em at kopitiam. then talk alot of cock bout the upcoming match this sat against lingzhen's team .
and aziz got scared by the words of colin .
cuz he described a player in the opponent's team like goddd !
hahaha. yea. wooo.
after that they all went home.
and i walked to school to meet her.

woo. from there headed down to central .
walked around looking for a photo album for us.
couldnt find a good one.
ha. then we went ta eat abit at BK .
then sat down by the riverside .
chit chat hav fun.
then took a bus down to plazasing.
went down to pastamania and had our dinner there.
woooo.

Tuesday !
met baby at cine at 4!
bought tix for Sky Of love.
then walked around around. then went for movie.
not bad luhh. touching.
love storyyy.
japanese.
mini skirts.
hairy puss. HA .
k back to the topic.
yea. after movie we had dinner over at BK .
and chit chatted bout alot of stuffs.
and then i kissed her goodbye as she went to meet her sister. =)

o ya ! i met alot of ppl on mon and tues .
erm. in the bus to central was cheryl,and 2 sec 5 peeps whom i forgot the name. but they tapped my shoulder when i was goin down .ha.
tuesday was ri sheng and jocelyn !
over at cine . they watched the same movie as us .
how coincidental. ha.

aight aight
thats all.

To ****** & **** :

i'd like to take some time to say stuffs about what had just happened .
i know its gonna be hard to take it.
but its good that it ended earlier .
we cant go out again together .
thats sad .
but life has to move on .
maybe its not fated.
maybe he's not the mr.right.
maybe maybe maybe.
breaking up doesnt mean the end of life.
in fact. its a new beginning.
take this chance to start life over.
and learn from mistakes.
know who's good and who's bad.
never judge the book by its cover.
not all handsome ppl are nice.
and not all nice ppl are handsome.
i cant say anythin much . jus need ya both ta take good care.
and hope ta see ya in normal state soon .

ps: Think of a breakup this way: you're one step closer to the one you're meant to be with.

2008-03-31T01:11:00.002+08:00

sup ! wooo. SINGAPORE 2 - 0 LEBANON
please check this blog out for the FULL details bout the match .
WE CAME OUT ON TV ! =DD
HAHA. go have a look.

click here !

CHELSEA 1 - 0 BORO.
disappointing result .
expected more.
and its another narrow escape.damn.
ahh! 3 points tho !

went to SP to do the self-cert for my lappy.
and fuck it took 4 hours. omfg.
can die in there sia. do this do that .jia yi went back home earlier.
MUCH earlier than me while i rot in there alone. fuck.
finally was done at around 7 and went home happily.

BABY !
our seventh month is today.
and i really wanna take my time to thank you for everythin you've done.
those times when u cared for me.
those times when u showed true love.
those times when u teared for me .
those times when u hugged me.
those times when u held my hand and didnt let go of me.
i love you so much baby .
no matter what happens ,
i'll always be there for you.
Friend or foe ,
you're an angel.
my guardian angel .=)

iloveu !

2008-03-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

went down to bukit purmei this morning to play soccer. met all the usual players there at around 9+ am ..
PHELAN didnt come. not really surprised.
yea. then we played as usual was damn fun . laugh laugh laugh.
play play play . hahha. wooo.
after that went to tiong.
kumwai and phelan came finally. we proceeded to Jalan besar stadium
and got our tics for the match on wed ! excited !
yea. then we sat down at the stadium seats and watched those youngsters going thru trials and selection. kinda anxious feeling. and also, singapore got talent ! the youngersters were amazingly playing very well. ha. from there headed home. i went home with luqman in bus.
he played psp while i slept on him . haha.
and at home .BORING !
no life. ha.

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CHELSEA 2 - 1 ARSENAL

a match to be remembered. realli.
78 games unbeaten in Stamford Bridge, the home of the true blues.
before that 78 games , 4 years before , the team that last beat chelsea at stamford bridge was
arsenal. and now we've proved to em we're no long what we were 4 years back.
Avran Grant is showing improvement ! and im kinda relieved.

DROGBA IS MAH MAN.
i love the way he plays.
i love the way he shoots.
i love the way he celebrates.
i love the way he scolds the referee.
i jus fuckin wanna be like him !
his shots are close to unstoppable !
wooooo.

he hasnt scored for a few games already.
and to prove that he's still on form .
POOF ! 2 goals in the back of the net against arsenal.
HE EARNED THAT RESPECT !
he deserve it man.
im fuckin proud of him.
and also , to Sagna, he scored his first goal for arsenal against us.
so he might have earned that respect too.
gallas didnt cry.surprising.
im jus fuckin happy we made it thru. thats all.

NOW MANU'S GOTTA TURN AROUND AND LOOK WHO'S REACHING FOR EM !
we will crash thru.
we will grab that title.
woooo.

HOPEFULLY ! (=

MU remaining fixtures

Mar. '08 TIME Home Away VENUE COMPETITION

Sat. 29 17:15 UK Man Utd v Aston Villa Old Trafford English Premier League

Apr. '08 TIME Home Away VENUE COMPETITION

Tue. 1 19:45 UK Roma v Man Utd Stadio Olimpico UEFA Champions League

Sun. 6 13:30 UK Middlesbrough v Man Utd The Riverside Stadium English Premier League

Wed. 9 20:45 UK Man Utd v Roma Old Trafford UEFA Champions League

Sun. 13 16:00 UK Man Utd v Arsenal Old Trafford English Premier League

Sat. 19 17:15 UK Blackburn v Man Utd Ewood Park English Premier League

Sat. 26 12:45 UK Chelsea v Man Utd Stamford Bridge English Premier League

May. '08 TIME Home Away VENUE COMPETITION

Sat. 3 15:00 UK Man Utd v West Ham Old Trafford English Premier League

Sun. 11 15:00 UK Wigan v Man Utd The JJB Stadium English Premier League

Chelsea's remaining fixtures

Mar. '08 TIME Home Away VENUE COMPETITION

Sun. 30 13:30 UK Chelsea v Middlesbrough Stamford Bridge English Premier League

Apr. '08 TIME Home Away VENUE COMPETITION

Wed. 2 19:45 UK Fenerbahce v Chelsea Sukru Saracoglu UEFA Champions League

Sat. 5 15:00 UK Man City v Chelsea City of Manchester Stadium English Premier League

Tue. 8 20:45 UK Chelsea v Fenerbahce Stamford Bridge UEFA Champions League

Mon. 14 20:00 UK Chelsea v Wigan Stamford Bridge English Premier League

Sat. 19 15:00 UK Everton v Chelsea Goodison Park English Premier League

Sat. 26 12:45 UK Chelsea v Man Utd Stamford Bridge English Premier League

May. '08 TIME Home Away VENUE COMPETITION

Sat. 3 15:00 UK Newcastle v Chelsea St James' Park English Premier League

Sun. 11 15:00 UK Chelsea v Bolton Stamford Bridge English Premier League

honey honey!
9-4 !
its real fun betting with u !
but i keep losing it.
cheebye.
WATCH OUT ! =)

2008-03-23T19:51:00.003+08:00

A waken by a touch
L ightly brushed my skin, with
L asting tingles it left

B ehind to taunt ones
E very need. Just to release
C ontained emotions, words softly spoken
A ttached by wants and needs
U nknown by what lies ahead.
S cared to look on furthu,
E ntering forbidden doors, for it may

O pen up ones heart, to be
F arly shared by two, these

Y ears of Love and Laughter, will bring
O fferings of Happiness, waiting to be
U nfolded, a fututre of memories.

Life is so yummy when you fall in love with the perfect Honey ! =)

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THOSE INTERESTED IN GOING TO THE KALLANG STADIUM TO SUPPORT THE LIONS AGAINST LEBENON IN THE WORLD CUP GROUP STAGE , PLEASE INFORM ME !

Kick off at 7 30 PM.
Student : 3 bucks ( got student pass can already. ITE oso can )
Adult : 8 bucks.

PLEASE FILL UP THE FUCKIN STADIUM !
THE LIONS NEED MORE SUPPORT !

2008-03-23T03:32:00.002+08:00

woohoooo. fun fun fun . alot of fun ! and hun hun hun . only one hun !

ha. went out with baby and pamie on thursday !
walked to wee-woh and met honey ! then we went walking around .
baby's legs were hurting cuz of her stupid slippers. ha . got her some plasters.
so yea. lessen the pain but still hurts. ha. then walk walk .
and met PAM at zara. and then we continued to walk walk . trying to get a place to sit.
and stuffs. pam enjoyed taking pics. ha. yea. then i asked them to watch Horton !
and so we did. haha. was a fuckin thursday and they stole 9.50 each from us. _|_
ha. NICE MOVIE ! funny la. i dunno why . but i loved it. ha ! laugh laugh laugh.
but then i seemed to be the only one laughing , at times luh.
so i tend to feel , erm , immature. BUT I DONT CARE !
i feel good feeling young ! HELL YEAH !
ha. yea. so after the movie. went up to dunno some ulu ulu place.
NOT TO DO IT
but to take some pics and do wad i always love to do - LEPAK !
hahaha. then after that got down to MRT there and went home.
couldnt sent her home cuz of some reasons.

Pam says ' kenna jack ' as ' KENNA JET ! ' 0.0
hahaha.

yea.
friday was not a good day tho.
slacked at home and listened to cousins shouting and running around the whole day.
friday morning i went to sim lim with bro to upgrade our lappys.
after upgrading , got a 2.5gig ram and 160gig HDD with 60gig ext.hd.
yea. cost quite alot luh . but can see they cheated us abit .but ahhhh.
too late. yea. then rot rot rot. and finally slept.

woke up on saturday afternoon with a smile !
honey woke me up and her voice was sooooo sweeetttt .ha !
yea. so got up quickly. got ready .
and left !
wanted ta catch a movie supposedly at 1.50 PM at cathay .
but guess wad. she read it wrongly .
it's 1.50 AM not PM . so yea. HAHAHAH.
yea. so had a change of plan . met her up at ps.
and bought tics for The Spiderwick Chronicles.
ha. and walked around . went carefour to buy foodstuffs to smuggle.
ha. and oh ! we saw miss chui lai hong! surprise. ha.
yea. the movie was nice !
funny and has a good story line.
tho its not reality and is fantasy . but nice la.
ha. yea. so after that we walked arouunddd.
and found a place to sit and talk . and a few mins later ,
there came a good news that made her SMILE ! ha.
yea .after that we went yamaha, i picked up a guitar .
play play play. and it was time to leave.

OH OH ! baby calls the escalator as LIFT ! =D

i left for the national stadium . over there met waileong and phelan outside.
phelan bought me the tics. and waileong bought everyone a drink.
haha. then whoever wanted ta pay him back can pay back .
with me was Kianleong,arnold,kumwai,benny,aziz,waileong,phelan,luqman,shahril,rui sheng.
yeaaa.
kickoff at 7pm.
SINGAPORE VS AUSTRALIA
International Friendly.
was hell fun watching with em . we were like noisier than the fanclub !
wadda hell. behind us were aussies and beside us were aussies.
but who cares ! we yelled and yelled supporting the lions.
the aussie fans were fun tho. haha. nice ppl. we were like competing. in cheering.
no other part of the crowd was as hyper as us . i can assure u that.
ha. yea. after the fun , match ended 0-0 .
great improvement. we lost to em 0-3 the previous time . ha.
so yea. from there headed back home.

Dimmu Borgir and Children Of Bodom
accompanied me home .
long live Metal . \m/

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SPURS 4 - 4 CHELSEA

close game i should say . wasted. we were leading 1 - 3 .
and grant motherfucker HAD to sub out joecole. i dunno why.
defence weakened and we fell to 4-4 .
spurs played welll . close shot there la. really close.
robbie keane with that wonder curler at last minute. damnit .
carvalho , terry , cudicini were all speachless. damnit.
nice game tho !
jus like aston villa vs chelsea !

tml's gonna be a very very competitive night !
CHELSEA VS ARSENAL
MAN UNITED VS LIVERPOOL
of course i wan chelsea to win !
and liverpool to win.

the big fours gonna clash.
and we're gonna watch our team win !
ALL HAIL THE TRUE BLUES !
peace.

2008-03-19T03:16:00.002+08:00

woo. im bored. looked at the time. its 3:16 ! Stonecold steve Austin! ha. ahwell.
old times. was a great wrestling fan. loved Triple H. thats why im doin Triple E in poly. ha.
anyway. yea. boredddd. jjus downloaded ProEvoSoccer 08 USA and God Of War.

OYA ! im using my OWN PERSONAL lappy now ! ha. fuckin happy ii got that . woohoooo.
its a Compaq V3000. its not as good as the others. but im upgrading it. ha. and i love the way it looks. totally black with shine and gloss. sweeeeT ! o yea. with blue lights too. ha. downloading firewall already. this laptop wasnt bought from SP. a year old .but it looks brand new. needa go campus to install SP shits. wahhh.

went for enrolment this morning. supposed ta meet waileong and lingzhen. in the end lingzhen cannot come cuz he jus woke up when i left my house. and waileong said he'll be late. for the first time im so early and im proud of myself. =D hahah. yea. then when i went past station 1 . i saw a group of friends from my primary school. and more surprisingly, the whole group goin the same course as me .WOOHOOO. friends before school start ! haha. but i wanna make NEW friends. ha.
all the stations were alright uh. only the phototaking one. they didnt tell me it was for phototaking. then they asked me sit down. then i sat down. then 4 secs later they ask me stand up . then 3 mins later they issued me my SP student card. i was like " WAADDDAAA FUCCKK ! SO FAST AH ! U NEVER TELL ME ! " then wahhh. come out face like shit. hahhaa. hair la. forget to style. dun care la. go toink toink come out from everywhere . wooo. after that seee lappys awhile then wait for waileong. then go mac eat. kumwai came from home to his dream poly to eat mac with us. hahaa. sadly he got posted to NYP instead. ha. so after eating . took a bus to penin. i felt to adultish carrying a lappy around. ha. then met phelan and then shahril . phelan bought 200bucks worth of clothes from jus 1 shop. wahhhhh. then all scold him and make him regret. ha. then after that we walked to bugis. duno for wad. then from bugis we went ta sim lim. to look for upgrades for my lappyyy. then from there we headed to vivo. straight to toys 'r' us and stayed there till we decided ta go home. played with everyshit there. we were like deprived of childhood. i'll post the pictures soon. this lappy dont seem to have bluetooth. damn.

ADIOS!

baby baby ! lets go out !

2008-03-14T05:07:00.004+08:00

wooo. woke up at 1 ! supposed ta meet baybeeeeee at 2 ! but then ended up meeting at 3.30 . dunno how also la ! haha. wanted ta watch Rule #1 . but she still small kid. then i couldnt find a person to borrow ezlink card from . so no choice had ta watch leap years. ha. walk around 'weewoh' and buy foood. ha. then we sat outside cinema waiting to go in. wooo. then went in then watched the movie ! hahaha. not my type but was alright luh . i laughed at parts where noone was laughing. its quite okay luhh. worth watching tho. for all those soft hearted ppl . and lookin for nice movie to catch that'll make u tear. RIGHT HONEY !?

haha. then after movie. we walked around abit more. and then sent her home ! woo. after that went to queenstown area to lavinia's house to meet ex-lower sec classmates. ha. they were having bbq there. supposed ta be at west coast but was raining. so yea. ha . then had fun with em. then we were supposed ta ton . but then we took 2 hours to decide and came to a decision which was 'WORTH' thinking for. - go home. -.=
ninabeh poobor . hahaha. the guys were damn fun luh really. thanks to jackson,iggy,chindee,chijie,junjie,dennis,wilson,arnold,ryan,eugene,zp . haa. i dunno if i missed out anyone . wooo. then from queenstown mrt . i took 145 from the wrong side. then go to holland drive. then wahhhh . walked to commonwealth ALONE without MUSIC cus i left my psp at home for my baby cousins to play. wahhh. then from there took 100 home. ha.

jus finished CS-ing with kumwai. and am ready to sleep.
ha. ADIOS AMIGOS !

Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between .
you occupy my mind.
So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts.
I miss you.
I've always been lookin forward to meeting you .
Getting used to jaw-aches.
I'll always love you baby girl.
Always. =)

2008-03-13T03:22:00.002+08:00

woo. yesterday i tonned with ganesh,vineeth,teddy and kumwai ! was supposed ta go for some underage party at Zouk that night. but didnt want to. me and vineeth didnt wanna go. so the rest dun wan go also. yea.

woke up at 1.40pm . saw howai's msg saying " eh. i meet u at 2 " . and i started panicking.
ha. yea. then bathed and all. and met teddy. by the time i reached the bus stop it was like 220 already. and then howai told me he oso haven leave home . hahaha. typical 4E peeps. yea. then met up with howai at outram park mrt . then went to the clinic and unsurprisingly it was damn crowded. then Q here Q there. kaninacheebye take 3hours of our time. but was fun luh. laugh at ppl and stuffs . i liked this part

Nurse : JAARVIS ! JAARVIS !
Me : ya me me !
Nurse : come !
Me : ah. do what ?
Nurse : nah.take this cup go urine inside.
Me : HUH !? u think i robot ah. press button then come out urine
Nurse : *giggles* then you wait till can come out
Me : wah , like that i come back tml and giv u my urine
Nurse : *laughs* ok la. i get for you alot of water. you better drink all and then urine
Me : k. i try my best.

HA ! yeaaaaa. then when urine mus aim aim . and slowly . if not splash everywhere and then go alot of sound. hahaha. teddy while waiting for us , was watchin Scary movie 1 and then he looked like he was laughing to himself. HA ! then when there was this last part. the consulting doctor after everything part. it was my turn , then the stupid doc come out and say sorry to me. i was fuckin blur cuz i didnt know why the fuckin fuck he come say sorry to me. haha. then he went to the nurse then say " i gotta go already . 5 pm sharp . and now's 5 pm sharp ! i gotta go " then i was like WHAT ABOUT ME ! then the stupid doc dun care. then he went toilet. the funnieest part . he went to the girls toilet and he didnt realise it. till he saw a girl walk out of the cubicle. HAHAHA. then he stare at the girl awhile . then he saw the boys toilet outside. RETRIBUTION FOR LEAVING ME BEHIND. KNN. ha. then i purposely laugh damn loud so he can hear. i still rmbr his name. was Mr.Ash. ha. yea.

that was the story in the clinic.
now's after clinic.
yea. went back home . then slack at home. then at night met teddy,ganesh and vineeth.
then went to eat at coffeeshop.
and then we thought they got show soccer match there. then at around 2am. we realised they dun show.
met Ivan there. fucker rented a car and brought us to hell .fuck he purposely ride in such a way that its like goin for roller coaster ride. cheebye. he keep acc then break . acc then break. then he speed on humps. HA. was damn fun la. then he steer left right left right. fuckin scary. then he drift at one part when he was too fast and saw a hump in front. HA. my head keep hitting the handle above. cheebye. ha. yea
then we decided to walk to tiong there the coffeeshop to watch match .
so we did. teddy had ta go home. his auntie fucked up. ha.
while walking there. screamed here and there. sang as loud as possible.
the best time to forget ur sorrows. really .fuckin nice.
then met kumwai at coffeeshop near waileong's old house . then we were relieved that they were showing the liverpool - intermilan match . ha. yea. then watch watch shout shout .
and then slack slack talk talk .sing sing then took a bus back home . reached home at around 730. and had a good sleep till 4pm . then went online . at night went down play soccer. back home and CS awhile . and now im here. woooooo.

goin out with baby tomorrow .
after that having BBQ .
excited. =D
wahh. long post.

ADIOS !

All the best to people who just booked in to NS !
Raihan , Ivan etc etc.
Take care brothers !

I hear YOUR words pass my lips,
YOUR phrases that have become mine,
A part of you has become me,
Because of the thoughts of you in my mind.

A smile plays upon my face,
When I hear the words that I say,
It's like having a part of you,
with me every minute of every day

2008-03-11T02:37:00.002+08:00

i really don't know why i'm feeling this way.
i don't know why. but i really hope its not true.
those words are bothering me.
i need someone to talk to .
36 people online and none i can trust.
i mean , i wanna get over it.
but to look at it.
its just a small matter. but im afraid it might just get bigger.
its like , argh. i dont wanna talk about it.

oh, Faiz and Kumwai saved me from this barless prison.
thanks brothers.

well, i guess i AM thinkin too much.
Jaarvis , you've gotta take it slowly.
its normal man.
its normal.
be patient. look forward.
see the future. never turn back.
for whats left behind may not come back again.

it was just a typical's words.
fuck em.

I love you baby
no matter how much pain i have to endure.
no matter how much blood i have to bleed.
no matter how long i have to wait.
noone can ever take you away from me.
I'll love you till the end of time.

2008-03-09T17:36:00.003+08:00

went with baby to watch "L" blah blah movie. movie was nice. i watched death note 1 and 2.
and there was minimum link uh . basically its about L's life. not bad show. niceeee. haha. she cried at the end. had hell of a fun with her that dayyy. but sadly we had minimum places to go to. so yea.
ohh ! hell , ive been playing soccer all week. and now sprained ankle . nice.
went queenswayy yesterday to get some clothes. then went to giordano to get more shirts to spray on. and then baby was there. but i had to pretend as if i didnt know her for some reasons. yea. so i rather avoid seeing her luhh . ahhh. bad moments. then went home and started my spraying job ! came out nice ! ha. i sprayed the Rocker pic and the random Tribal design on 2 white shirts. not bad. but i still learning how to use the fabric paint. hmm. after tat watched Chelsea match. DAMN SAD. cuz we lost. retribution for laughin at man utd. ahhh.

Alot of things are happening.
im fuckin confused.
i don't what i should do .
i don't wanna face reality for this case.
i don't wanna see her go.
i don't wanna say goodbye.
i don't wanna feel those tears rolling down my cheek

let me dedicate this song to you .
before anything happens.
i hope we'll still be in the hands of god.
and nothing will ever happen that will bring us apart.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe

And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

2008-03-06T02:22:00.002+08:00

omg . i was dancing and imitating slash on the guitars for the song Sweet Child Of Mine - Guns 'n' roses while bathing. and i was too obsessed that i put oxy pimple cream on my hair and dove shampoo on my face. O.O nice one !

CHELSEA VS OLYMPIACOS
UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE COMING UP IN 1 HOUR !

2008-03-04T02:28:00.002+08:00

Opening scene for the PICTURES category . PRESENTING - Waileong DA wolf , Phelan the Pussy and Muffy the Puppy ! [ sorry wl , but i think the pic is kinda cute. =D ]

after hanging out at Bugis and Far East .

Phelan's been cut by the lightss.

PHELAN = SPOILER

kumwai being tarded. Part 1.

kumwai being tarded. Part 2.

tried to make it look like an arrow. haha. kumwai's the arrowhead.

The first stencil o' mine !
SLIPKNOT !

im ganna do thisss.

Rolling Stones!

H.I.M with a bit of tribal designs.
cool stuffs.

Random but nice pic i saw while searching for tribals.

My name ?

Slipknot part 2.

Some rocker.

after playing soccer.
NOTE: aziz is covering his mouth.
NOTE: aziz is covering his mouth.

NOTE: aziz is covering his mouth.

now he's not. but
NOTE : im giving blowjob! :D

NOTE: aziz is covering his mouth.

hahahah.i supposed ta act like an ah lian.

aziz with kitty kitty.

sleeping beauties. from left to right.
Janvin. Weeyang. Guosheng. LingZhen [look at his hair. 0.0]

phelan and isk.

kay. im not sure who's who.

Last but never the least.
The people who made the year 06 and 07 fuckin successful.
the people who're worth being tresured.
the people who can make ur ass laugh.
the people whom u'll miss when they're not around.
Sec 3/4 06/07.
damn . i took the pic so im not in there.
and AZIZ IS COVERING HIS MOUTH AGAIN.
man , i love you guys man.

nothing to do so i decided to blogg. hmm. wad encouraged me to blog was a video i saw on youtube. i got the video on mah blog too. its a video of Chelsea players celebrating their cup and title victory in the dressing room. it really made me smile and stuffs. wooooo. HAIL CHELSEA ~ the true blues. yeaa. wanted ta share it with everyone. and also can upload chalet pics. but RANILJIT SINGH SANDHU still haven sent me the more important and nicer ones. bastardd. ah well, have ta wait for him ta go online. hmm.

i went ta janvin's house today to jam .wooo. learnt ta play Children of Bodom - Downfall and learnt more Sweet child o' mine. ha. reached home at 10+ . her parents didnt let her stay over , and she was damn upset about it. gave her sometime for herself. worried for her though.

anyway, im working on stencils and shirt spraying/painting.
do keep me informed if u wan em on ur shirt !
pics of the stencils i posted are jus a few of wad i did. still doing more.

SOCCER SECTION [ True BLues~ CHELSEA! ]
---------------------------------------------------------------------------

we kicked west ham right in the asshole with a 4 goal victory over at UPTON PARK.
NOTE: ITS AN AWAY GAME. AND WE THRASHED EM.
wonder how pussies like Man u could lose to em. ahhwell.
jus a 5 min gap. and we're fuckin 3 goals up. wonderrrr!
17th min - Lampard with a fair penalty.
20th min - Joe Cole
22th min - Michael Ballack
WOW WOW WOW !

and at the 36th min . fuckin eye-sored blind fuck referee gave lampard a redcard.
the linesman saw lampard pushing boa morte in the face.
but he didnt. it was clear on the video. lampard was at his chest. fucktard.
anyway , chelsea's appealed against it and tml we'll be getting an answer.
or he'll miss the Champions league 2nd leg against olympiacos
and Premier league match against derby and sunderland.
and if the appeal gets rejected , he's missing the spurs REVENGE match too.
fuucckkkk. prayy.

Arsenal got FUCKIN lucky with the goal at INJURY TIME . omg omg omg . 90+3 mins. wtf.
the look on Aston Villa players' faces. wahhhhh. WASTED. but aston villa got a goal up cuz of an own goal by senderos anyway . so kinda fair la huh .both side lucky . ha.

and retards Man u chases arsenal with a win over fulham. 3-0 .
nothing to comment on em.
they're good . but they drool.

o yeaaa. SPURS lost 4-1 to birmingham . omg.
birmingham is improving like NOTHING.
they jus beat the carling cup champs !
wahhhh. these potential underdogs. hmmm.

Arsenal 28 36 65
Man united 28 43 64
CHELSKI! 27 25 58
Everton 28 22 53
Liverpool 27 26 50

[Games Played - Goal Differece - Points]

2008-03-01T02:18:00.002+08:00

ooooo ! didnt blog for long ! busy man in boring holiday . ha. went for CHALET ! fuckin fun . kicked ass. ranil has the pics !i have some oso .but later then upload la. lazy.
ranil still haven passed me the pics. darn. anyway , yeaaaaaa. life was goood. did alot of bullshit. went shopping with classpeeps ! ha. went ta play soccer this morning . had funn. but staying at home and practically doing nothin, it sucks . really . so i found some stuffs for me to do . DIY tees ! ha. yes. credits to kumwai for teaching me.taught me alot. and now got skills alrready . haha. wooohooo. ive done quite a number already. tml morning mus do the logo of " Rolling Stones " . yeaaa ! hahaha. went jamming yesterday with hari,danyel and faris. damn i realli fuckin miss em alot sia. and we rocked together in the studio. played a number of songs . damn. looking forward to jam again man. ha. anyway . i go off first luhh. nothing to say. will try to update faster. ha.

You are my heart, my hope, my help,
The passion thats is me,
The whole of which I am a part,
My peace, my love to be.
You are my future, present and past,
My ship, my sail, my ocean,
The wind that brings me home again,
Our home for all our emotions.

You live within my heart, yet I am
Without you and all alone.
With you I am full of life;
Without you I am stone.

Am I foolish? Yes, perhaps,
But also this is very true.
I think of life as something I

Can only spend with you.

Happy sixth baby !
life goes on as we grow .
we wont part.
thats for sure. =)
i love you !
you can never fail to put that smile on my face girl. ha.

2008-02-17T02:25:00.005+08:00

over at pam's place .
vineeth . hahahaha.

the one who's drunk dun look drunk. the one who's not does.
yea. im the spoiler. =D
ooohhh yyeaaa.
hahaha
ivan ah ivan.

the hat is mine , the chain is mine , and so is the bottle. =D

okayyy. its been long. kinda lazy ta blog out. anywayyy. pay coming in end of next week. excited. wooo. there was this day we planned to play catching at a carpark at kimtian.the new one.we call it ESCAPE. hahahahah. as usual . we had fun playing and was fuckin fun la. all class peeps. and some others. wooohooooo. and what happened after that was the most exciting part. we were goin down a lift frm the carpark and then it suddenly stopped. and everyone got scared. HAHAHAHAHAAHH. shoulda seen the looks on their faces. wooohoooo. and then it jams at every floor. we were all afraid it'll jus drop down then all die. hAHHAAHAHA . oh hell yea. fuckin best experience of my life man. i have so much to say on tthis. but i jus cant stop laughing. the videos are on top ! look at em. hahahha.

ha. i had a great Valentines day out with her . went ta catch this movie called " Away from her " . was showing at The Cathay . supposed ta watch Ps.I love you or somethin like that. but all tix were sold out. and yea. the movie was hell-so-oh-my-god fuckin boring ! and expected , we slept for awhile. haha. the story was nice la. but the way they put it. damn boring. it was in The Picturehouse where documentary shows will be showed. damnit. ohyea anyway i dun wish to elaborate more on what we did and stuffs cuz its gettin more personal . y'know wad i mean. =D hahaha. yeaaa. i met up with vineeth,ganesh and ahmad muzammil AKA Teddy KIngston over at esplanade. wahh. i was wearing my sister's shoes and it was fuckin tight and i could feel the pain on my miny pinky toe. fuck. yea. after that we went over to city hall mrt and got my card topped up and took a bus to vivo. fuck . when i got down the bus, it was the 5th time i didnt tap my card when getting down .fuckin adult card and i fuckin didnt tap. fuckin 2 bucks gone to drain. cheebye. we sat down near the seaside and waited for ivan to come. and he came. then Teddy called his dad to pick us up. the convo fuckin funny sia .

Teddy - " Pa , come down to vivo and pick me up . im alone *giggles* "
Teddy's Dad - " Jus take a bus or walk home la "
Teddy - " Cannot la. No bus and i don wanna walk ah . tired. so far "
Teddy's Dad - " ah, take a cab and come home la ! im sleeping now ! "
Teddy - " okay i take cab ah. then money u pay cuz i no money now "
Teddy's Dad - " okay i come "

HHAHAAHHAHA
motherfucker.

and yea. went to some shop there and bought this vodka. 40% one. forgot the name.
and from there we sat down under a block and found out it wasnt windy.
thus, we walked back to vivo. hell yeah after that we sat down drink drink drink. got drunk . wooohooooo. wad a nice valentines day . it was supposed ta be a bachelor's party but i jus extra. hahah. yea. and walked home . next day woke up damn late. and felt like sleeping forever. haha.

today was also greatttt. met up with pam , vera and donny over at PS . donny was wearing that fuckin irritating eye itching ass licking bootie kicking heart killing MAN U jersey . hahahaha.
and yea. talk talk talk . and then met jasper and kiwi . from there took a bus to pam's house. wahh. on the way it was fuckin ulu la. wonder how she got used to it. anyway , yeaaa. was fun over there at her house tho was kinda paisehh. alot of ppl and the buffet was nice. got a hongbao from pam's mum . hahaha. after tat at night , we drank WINE ! haha. and all of em got high . except for me,jasper and vera. hahah. all pussies. woohoo. after that vera and kiwi took a cab home and me , jasper and donny took mrt back. i planned to walk back from harbourfront to cover up for the cash i lost by fuckin NOT tapping the fuckin card. yea. and goodness gracious ! i saw my cousins on the way . hahah. then i made them walk back home with me. wooo. hahaha.

CHALET in a few hours time ! ii fuckin cant waitt man.
fuckin cant wait.

Every time I think about you.
I am reminded of the reasons
Why i love you from the depth
of my heart and soul.
And I wonder what I'd do
without you,
without your healing smile,
your words of faith,
the caring and sensitive way you touch me,
lifting me,
just when I need it most.
without you,
What would I have?
What would I be?
I can not imagine existing in a world where someone does not
love me the way you do
Your're the only one whoever
understood and accepted me
for who I am.
And I think you're nothing short of amazing.
Your love always has been
and always will be,
life's greatest gift to me.
i love you! (:

2008-02-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

Finally im back at home relaxing. have been working for the last 10 days like a dog over at Giant Tampinese. the same routine for 10 fuckin days. come back from work at around 3am. then bathe and sleep. after wake up . bathe and go for work. the come back bathe and sleep..............
yeaa... was paid 7bucks an hour which was quite good for a temp job. so took advantage of that.
was fuckin guilty when couldnt meet honey coz of work before she go offf to indo. ahwell . anyway the job at giant was tiring at first. Pack Pack Pack and do warehouse jobs. some stocking up. but the ppl there are fuckin friendly. they're so nice people . on the last day i didnt bear to leave the place. made alot of friends there. kinda enjoyed. ha.

back to basics now. sleep eat tv soccer guitar sleep eat tv soccer guitar...
V.day's approaching! wooooo.
CHALET is approaching! WOOO WOOOO !
hahahha.

but payday still far away. kanina mother fucking cheebye. ~
still bankrupt.
counting on iqbal now for a job which pays u cash at the end of the day.
gonna work for a day or 2 . then slaccckkkkkk all the way.
woooo..

As the days pass,
my love for you grows more and more everyday.
When your telling me that you love me,
I feel better for who I am because I got you everyday.
All my life was a disaster,
but when you appear in my life,
my disaster turn into happiness because you appeared.
I believe in you,
your the light in my deepest,
darkest hour,
your the key to my very soul,
you are my savior when I fall.
In your arms I found my paradise.
As 1000 years would past,
I would fall in love with you again.
You are my only chance for happiness,
if I lose you now I know I would die.
If I can't have you,
I don't want nobody else baby girl,
your more than a woman,
more than a woman to me,
I love you.

2008-02-01T04:50:00.000+08:00

whoo. made my decisions over the course shit . well , marine engineering didnt turn out to be the 1st choice afterall. i put aerospace. then Electrical and Electronic Engineering or smth like that. wooo .ha. 19 feb then i'll noe results. For now, continue slacking.

. . . . .

Fuck Starhub for not broadcasting the Chelsea vs Reading match last morning.
i stayed up so late to find out there's no live telecast. nabeii.
in the end mus check livescores.com and stare at it for 2 hours.
a sad thing for liverpool. lost to west ham.
not surprising though . west ham kicked Man u's ass.
wooo.
Ballack saved chelsea from reading.
ha.

. . . . .

Went out today withh bayybbeeeee.
took a bus to west coast park.
had some fun time over there.
talk cock walk walk eat eat.
and then talk cock again .
had jawaches as usual .
wooooo.
5 months and still growing !
happy 5th baby girl ! =)
loveyarr !

. . . . .

Planning for chalet.
getting me sick . so many stuffs to do.
ppl jus bomb all the questions on u and make u feel so stressed up.
organizing aint that easy afterall .
but ah well , ive been doing this shit for years.
kinda used to it.
ha.

adios!

Hi 5 !

2008-01-25T03:08:00.000+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK .
didnt get what i wanted.
thought this shit came out to be true.
i got the exact points that i dreamt the day before.
fuck la. i dun wish to say my points here. but ask me on msn or sms me if u wanna know.
its realli fucked up .

now im wishing to get into Singapore Poly and get my ass into Marine Engineering.
i somehow got attracted to that course. kinda interesting.
welll well.
I DUN REGRET ANYTHING.
i trieddd. and this' the outcome.
tryna face realityyyy.
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WERE BY MY SIDE FOR FUCKIN 4 YEARS IN GESS.
IVE GOT ALOT OF PPL TO THANK.

today was the last day i was ever gonna wear that white shitty uniform again.
but gonna miss it real bad though.
today was the first time i wore it with pride.
not cuz im from GESS.
but cuz im from GESS CLASS 4E'07 . \m/
without the support from my classmates and my baby girl , i wouldnt even be eligible for Poly sia.
cheebye. hahah.

i pity ppl who were supposed to do well but didnt.
AND FUCK THOSE WHO ALREADY DID SO FUCKIN WELL AND FEEL SAD ABOUT IT.

im kinda happy with my results luh. although it sucks. mixed feeling. realli. hahaha.
but all i know was , before getting the result slip , i was so fuckin happy to see the class again.
ha. woooo.
aight.! im off !

p.s. Thanks honey. You're the sweetest living being i know. Thanks for everythin. I love you ! I swear i do .

2008-01-24T01:35:00.000+08:00

im scared
and i dun wanna face it
im fuckin scared
and i fuckin dun wanna face it
i wanna escape from reality
i dun wanna accept the facts
im nervous
im anxious
im frightened

results results results. i cant get my mind off it. its jus so fucked up.
why so early. wahhh. fuck la. what if i do badly ? what course should i do in poly ?
is goin to ITE the only solution. wahhhh.
i wanna go SP ! fuckin scared sia. everyone's askin me to relax.
my baby's tryin so hard.
but i jus cant. i dunno why.
somethin keeps tellin me i didnt make it. wahh
its jus 12 hours more.
2 and a half hours for chelsea match .
damnnnit laaa.
i jus wanna grab dat junkdickfuckin result slip and burn it.
i dun wana know. luck's always not on my side.
WAHHHHHHH.

confidence confidence. woooo.ahhh. fuckkkkk.
i feel like stabbing someone downstairss and then end up in cantonment.
then dun need take results. hahahaha. but fuckkk la.
cheebye la. kanina pookimak kum lam pah .

heard ppl say 40% did badly for o's and all kinda bullshit.
dunno if its true . wahhhh. fuckin scared sia. cheebyeeee.

THE NEXT TIME I UPDATE. ITS EITHER IM EMO OR IM THE HAPPIEST LIVING MOTHERFUCKER IN THE WORLD ALRIGHT.
AND YOU GUYS BETTER PRAY HARD I'D BE TYPING ON THIS FUCKIN KEYBOARD , SMILING.

2008-01-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

wooo.over at iqbal's house now. got mah psp last friday . played and played till 6am every morning . woohooo. chiong .but i scared i'll get bored fast but wadeva. so far so fun. i finished a season for WWE Smackdown VS Raw 2008 already . quite fun but the story keeps repeating. thats the fuckin irritating part. ha. My Mem stick is a 8gig one. so can put much more stuffs uh . but im using it all the time uh. so kinda like not regretting buying it for now. haha. jus played iqbal's guitar. slacking now. staying here now for second night already . yesterday was with ganesh,vineeth and ramadan. todae only me,vineeth and ganesh .adan had to go off. nareyn joined us too but had to leave at night. wad i know iis we're having fuckin alot of fun luhh. drink play talk cock laugh aand WOOO ! watched movies , alot of em. sleep for little period of time . enjoy ! life after O's is good only for a short period of time uhh . result day is approaching. soon uh. prolly next week. soon.. but have ta face facts, face reality. wooo. cant wait though. go poly = get allowance = save up for guitar gadgets ! wooo. ha.
was watching G3 DVD jus now . a live concert of Joe Satriani , Yngwie Malmsteen and Steve Vai performing together. omfg sia. i was like watchin with my fuckin mouth open fuckin big. they're true guitar gods. seriously. damn. i wanna be one of em. im working towards it. shredding needs alot of practice. guitar guitar guitar. i love em. woooo. i cant wait for mah com ta get fixed. and after that im gonna go on a death metal downloading spree... ohh hell yea!

Went out with mah baby on last tuesday. went over to central and ate lunch/dinner. and walked around. talkcock laughed alot. and we walked to penin after that. i was looking for a beanie but couldnt find a good one. either too ex or not nice. we went to some football shop and she was like " Man u rock Man U rock ! " . and i was like " Chelsea ROCK MORE! " and were fighting luh . haha. went into a Metal shop in penin which was blasting music of Emperor . and she didnt mind sia. she jus walked in . i thought she wont like that kinda stuffs but woooooooo . MUSIC ! METAL MUSIC ! hahaha. i love herrr !! haha. then after tat i sent her home and i headed to soccer court for a match . and yea. and of story !

Its you that i love , yes you baby. I Love You.

2008-01-10T16:50:00.000+08:00

hmm. these few days have been fuckin' boring. jus rotting at home. doin nuts. had a few problems last few days . its all been settled.

if its my blood u wan , tell me , i'll let u take it from me.

ah well , whats done is done.
wahhh. fuck la. i cant wait for my fucken psp ! getting it by this weekend. so long laaaa.
cheebye. hah. im getting bored already .
Death metal is the kick.
Black metal is the beat.
woo. random !
anyway . have a great schooldays you guys ! enjoy sec school life.
i miss it. really.

adios amigos !

2008-01-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

went for class outing to sentosa on the 29th. met up with waileong,kumwai first. then slowly everyone came. then we headed down to siloso beach. took the bus . dunno where we walkin oso la. then reached one nice spot. then we settled down . jingkai and phelan vs iqbal and waileong . i was the keeper. played a soccer match. while shahril and kw went dunno where. then slowly ppl came. weijie,ranil,janvin,weeyang .i know we disturbed alot of ppl and were talkin cock alot. then swim swim swim. after that played rugby... fuckin fun game . but damn tiring and PAIN ! hahhaha. yea. so we enjoyed ourselves then after that we played a soccer game with the white ppl who were from england. quite nice to play with em. some from boro soccer team. some from dunno where all la. quite skilled and even the small kid played well. yea. weeeyang got his toe injured by iqbal . hahaha. then iqbal left , weeyang left , jingkai left. after match we slackeddd and talked cock. planned to swim across the sea to the other island and we did. over there slack oso. anyhow dance like retards. then swim back. then went to sentosa rasa resort to bathe. we were not supposed ta be there. but we went and bathe. after that went ta eat dinner at seah imm foodcourt and then headed home. woooo.

Happy 2008 PEEEPs !
stayed over at sook's aunts house. first me , ganesh ,sook went to ps to repair my mp3. then the repair cost can buy new mp3. fuck sak creative.then iqbal came and went to rokidol to meet faris. from there went to zzl aunt house. eat eat eat eat eat and played RISK . then hari and naz came , totally drunkeddd and wankedd. ha. then lepak lepak talk cock. laugh like fuck. then sent naz to taxi and after that hari went home. then vineeth came. then we go enjoy enjoy . hahaha. yea. then i jus reached home. was fun though. watched the fireworks too.

Honey's Back ! i love you !

2007-12-27T03:23:00.000+08:00

Jus now was kinda a YC outing which i enjoyed abit. but had some problems here and there. but positive la babe. thanks to faris. hahahha. enjoy the times when ur out with em. so i did. talked alot of craps with marlyna and iqbal. Met marlyna and iqbal at harbourfront then went to lido ta meet the rest. then we were deciding wad movie ta watch. laughed alot. hahahah. oh yea. watched National Treasure. i didnt understand a shit. was disturbing marlyna and iqbal in the cinema. hahha.but nice movie oso uh. finished half the sweet popcorns and some root bear and some pepsi. hahah.and 3 cheesy hotdogs.after movie went ta far east . settled down at long john. the rest went jamming . eat there. then walk all the way to Plaza sing then go home.. wooo. ha. Peace to alll .

FUCK LA. CHELSEA 4-4 ASTON VILLA . thrilling match but we could have won sia. till the fuckin fucked up referee saw that header as a handball. cheebyekia. then A.Cole kenna red carded+penalty for Villa. fuuuccckkkkkk. then become 4-4 . fuck laaaa. but alot of goals sia. SHeva was great ! ha. damn i miss drogba and terry and malouda.

Chelsea 0 - 1 Villa
Chelsea 0 - 2 Villa
Chelsea 1 - 2 Villa
Chelsea 2 - 2 Villa
Chelsea 3 - 2 Villa
Chelsea 3 - 3 Villa
Chelsea 4 - 3 Villa
Chelsea 4 - 4 Villa. <-- FUCK U REF!

Other Matches : Man United 4 - 0 Sunderland
Liverpool 2 - 1 Derby
Tottenham 5 - 1 Fulham

2007-12-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to All ! =D

woo. all i do now is Gym,soccer,Gym,Soccer. hhaha. not bad.tml's YounG CreW outing and i might not be able ta make it. and on 29th is Class outing! wooo. confirm going. 4e rocks babe.. ahh. 6 more days ! :) i miss you.. wahhh. boring siaa. i dun celebrate christmas. so i got nothing to do at home now. yesterday saw alot of ppl goin for christmas countdown. ahbengs ahlians. hahahaha. they no life mus go there spread their language. ahh. hopefully goin with class for year-end countdown to 2008. ha. peace to all ! and Merry Christmas ! HoHOho~!!!

2007-12-24T02:35:00.000+08:00

At times when I'm feeling down and low,
I can think of you and you alone
And I make a wish on one bright star
That you'll forever be just who you are

When I lay in bed late at night
I dream about a sparkling light
In it, I see your smiling face
And I wish we were together in that magical place

I never imagined life as such..
But being with you has given me so much
That nothing I could possibly
Could ever replace the day we met...

I Love You
I Need You
I MISS YOU

Honey , its in pink. =)

2007-12-23T02:55:00.000+08:00

well , this week's been good. but abit bad. cuz fuckin arsenal won both chelsea and spurs. but nvm la. chelsea kicked liverpool's ass 2-0 to go into carling cup semi-finals. haha. wooo. haha. nothing else happened. went gym this morning with ganesh and zl. met iqbal there. was surprised cuz he actually was READING A BOOK. hahaha. fuckin surprising. haha. yea. had some fun workin out at the gym . iqbal and ganesh kept challenging who is stronger. fuckers got nth better to do. after that walked to tiong. settled down at the new shop calleed " Mr Teh Tarik " . the drinks and food there are nice. but kinda ex. but its worth the cash though. had a greaaaattttt looooonnnnnggggg chat there and went to gift image for dunno wad reason. iqbal wanted ta buy some stuffs. ha. after that went home. then met up with ganesh and zl . proceeded to zl 's aunt hse and settled to watch Arsenal vs Tottenham match at 8:40pm. but tottenham played damn well. arsenal was lucky. =D robbie keane missed the penalty. wtffff. okok. chelsea kicks ass. wooohooo. aight peeps . adios amigos.

2007-12-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

wishing all muslims Selamat Hari Raya Haji.

i was having a great day playin CS and playin with my cousins and watchin em dance to "crazy frog - in da house " song . kinda hectic. wooooo. ate till im bloated. waiting to see tottenham thrash arsenal this thursday. CHELSEA KICKED LIVERPOOL IN THE ASS 2 GOALS TO NIL !
Chelsea 2 - 0 Liverpool . thanks to Lampard and Shevchenko.kinda happyy.haha.

went out with a few peeps from YounG CreW on tuesday . was having fun crapping and stuffs. slacked at youth park and then to McCafe and back to Youth park and homeee.
NAZRUL AND DANIEL . FUCK U BASTARDS. HAHAHAHHAHAH.

ahhh. sharifah blahhhh blaah alkaff asked me to do this. i dunno why but im doin it.
btw. man united can kiss my ass . haha.

1. Do the following without complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
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Favourites
Colour: black.
Food: chicken !
Song: a few from here and there. mostly metal music. =)
Movie: White Chick !
Sport: Soccerr
Day of The Week: Friday
Season: Land-Daughter
Ice-cream: Nepolitan or wadeva its called. Choco+strawberry+vanilla

Currents
Mood: happy
Taste: i taste the Hello Panda that i jus ate.
Clothes: H.I.M shirt and baggy jeans.
Desktop: Avenged Sevenfold
Toenail: erm. same colour like when i was born la. erm. beige ?
Time: 5.21pm
Surroundings: Guitar,curtain. bed. hp. my cousin's Laurier pad =x . soccer ball. fan.
Annoyances: my cousins running around shouting.
Thoughts: i cant wait for my dad to come back .then he'll get me a PS3 ! =D

First
Best Friends: Errol . Primary one ! hahah.
Crush: that i not surreee .
Movie: some tamil movie la.
Lie: dunno.
Music: should be backstreet boys. hahahaha.

Lasts
Cigarette: hhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm...................
Drink(Alcohol): i dont drink.
Car Ride: Just now. when goin to mosque for prayers.
Phone Call: Zhao Liang.
CD Played: Hatebreeder - Children of Bodom

Have you ever
Dated Your Best Friend: erm. nahhh. jus went out.
Broken The Law: who don't.
Been Arrested: not realli . but got detained for a few days.
Skinny-Dipped: nope.
Been On TV: hahah. yeaaaa !
Kissed Someone You Don't Know: yes . when i was young i kissed everyone .

5 things you are wearing: shirt.jeans.Ring(:,studded belt, "50% nice, 50% naughty" Boxers
4 things you've done today: sleep.Eat.Laugh.play.sing.
3 things you can hear right now: auntie laughin.cousins laughin. 'Arch Enemy - Nemesis '
1 thing you do when you are bored: Guitar. =)

3 people to do this
1. Marlyna
2. Zhaoliang
3. Faris

hahaha. i dunno who else i can ask to do.

2007-12-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

a bad week for me. disbanded again. fuck laaaa. Raptalcore is dead. i dunno why. but i jus felt like he wanted me out. and so i went off. and 3 other ppl followed me out. left 2. and they renamed themself. for my side, i joined Danyel,Hari and izdi. lookin for a vocalist still. currently im doin the screamo and guitar. hard time. Metal Rule. \m/ . ahhh. i hated being pushed around like that. ask to think about others. then wad about me. i felt fuckin guilty. and im strumming those strings with guilt. but its over now. YounG CreW will never part. i love all of em. no matter what happens. Rudy brought honour to Young crew that day at plaza sing when he perform his Silat on stage. haha. cuz he posed while the performance with the "YC" handsign. awesome. haha.

FUCK MAN U. lucky shits. i jus hate em. dunno why . nice one there liverpool. i hate ferguson.
currently half way thru chelsea-arsenal match . arsenal leading 1-0. hopefully chelsea could do smth bout it. they're lucky drogba isnt playing. ddamnnn.

I miss you.
how long more can i wait.
everything seems so abnormal.
its more than i could take.
i need you.
a great big hug will do the job.
but it'll ttake weeks more for that.
i think of u and i start to sob.
i love you

i swear i do . =)

2007-12-08T19:05:00.000+08:00

sup ya'll . ahh. was having boring and cool days. went out with YounG CreW the other day for a movie of Fred Clause where i was sleeping inside cuz i already watched it once. and we went it without paying for one tic. i stil have the untorn tic with me. haha. after that went jamming. was kinda cool. then went home. after 2 days Raptalcore met up for jamming. Me,ZL,Iqbal,Jack,Marlyna and Faris. yeaaa. then we made our first song . " Dont Judge The Book By Its Cover " written by Marlyna. Played by Raptalcore. kinda cooll.woo. after that we did alot of shit luh. stupid stuffs in the rain. then busted a girl who was sitting opposite us at LJS. hahahah. fuckin funny. then lepak at starbucks till late. alot of vids coming up. no pics. ha. Here they are !

YounG CreW singing "Bro Hymn" during BBQ .

we realli had nth to do. waiting for dan and yp. retarded. haha.

Iqbal and Jack busted the girl . hahahah

me and jack getting splashed by the wave caused by buses. COOOL shit.

the second round of water splashing. haha.